Jonaxx Secret Files

Suki

Real Life Jonaxx Boy/Girl
Experience
Suki

"There is this girl who have really hated me ever since we met each other. She'll always look at me pissed and annoyed... would call me "nerd". She's the best friend of Lili - my best friend's girlfriend.

I never find it annoying if Lili and Riguel invites me to their date. The reason why they need me is they don't want anyone to see them together... alone. So it's either I'll be the third wheel, or I'll be with Lili's annoying best friend, Suki. She really got guts to insult me freely. I hate her, to be honest. I hate her because she thinks highly of herself. I hate her because she makes me feel less of a guy. I mean, I've got ego too. She can't just go around calling me stupid names. I was actually planning on making her want me. However, I changed my plan. No. I will never make her insults affect me.

I graduated high school as the class valedictorian. Riguel, my best friend, was the first honorable mention. I took BS Accountancy too. I feel like Tripped really resembled my best friend's story.

I am not a party goer. I would always choose to stay at home than party with people. But, that day wasn't ordinary. It was Lilienne's birthday so I was invited. It was a pool party. And that Suki was really acting like a bitch. I even saw her dancing with a guy sexily. Who wouldn't like seeing her dance that way, right? I'm a guy too. But I hated her more. If I see her dance that way then I want her to choose me as her partner. Not some random fuckboy.

That night, I drank and wasn't supposed to let my sanity slipped... but it did. The next morning, I woke up and saw her beside me, naked. We did it. We had sex.

I was so mad at myself but I realized at least I have reasons to talk to her more often. I planned to get us together and yes, we were together.

Now, I'm so confused. I know this whole confession thing is really gay but I want you to know, especially you, Suki... I'm sorry. I f we can't be together again at this moment, I can wait. Just don't block me. You fucking blocked me from your life by avoiding me and now on social media? What has gotten into you?

Mahal kita. Maghihintay ako. Alam kong nagbabasa ka rito. Please, just please, reply to my emails. I even sent you love letters which were received by your Mommy. Damn you Ella, I'm so in love with you. I can't focus on things since the day you left me. Make me wait baby, I am willing. Make me wait."

-Basty