Jupiter's Heart (ON HOLD)

Chapter 19

*Jupiter's POV

4:00 am gising na ako para sunduin si Neptune. Matagal akong nakatingin sa sarili ko sa salamin.

"Hindi ko na kilala ang sarili ko."

Hindi na ako yung Jupiter na laging tumatawa, yung Jupiter na pilyo, yung Jupiter na happy go lucky. I guess this is what they call the strange magic of love that could do two possible things on you. It could change you to the better you or the other way around. Hindi ko alam kung narinig na ni Neptune yung nilagay kong MP3 sa bag nya. Tahimik akong lumabas ng bahay dahil tulog pa silang lahat.

Pagdating ko sa bahay nina Neptune nadatnan ko ang mama nya sa may sala habang nagsusuklay ng buhok.

"Good morning po."

"Good morning dear, si Neptune nasa taas. Puntahan mo na lang."

"Sige po."

Dumiretso ako sa kwarto ni Neptune and her door was half open and she's currently holding the pen shaped MP3 player that I put inside her bag. She's still wondering kung ano iyon. A few seconds later she found the play button. I quietly stood in her door watching her as she listens to the thing that would end up all my fantasies.

*Neptune's POV

Kanina ko pa hinahanap yung phone ko pero hindi ko makita. I found a strange thing inside my bag. It's like a pen but beside it is a play, pause, rewind, forward and stop button. I press the play button then I heard a weird noise from the pen.

"Hi Neptune!"

Nathan? Boses pa Lang kilala ko na Kung sino.

"Mas maganda si Heart sayo! Hahaha!"

What the fvck is this?

"Ya! Umayos kang tae ka! Hahahaha!"

Teka boses yun ni heart ah? Magkasama sila? They sound drunk.

"Ok, ok. Hoo! Eto na, Neptune! Mas sexy din sya sayo! Hahahaha!"

The heck! Nathan!

"Wahahahaha! Mas malaki din hinharap ko Neptune! Hahaha!"

Kumukulo dugo sa mga naririnig ko mula sa audio na to. Oo na! Mas sexy at maganda na si Heart sakin! Hindi naman kailangan pang isampal sa pagmumukha ko yun! I was about to turn it off dahil it really pissed me off but I stop halfway nung narinig ko yung kasunod na sinabi ni Nathan.

"Pero kahit ganon, mas maganda ka padin sa paningin ko."

Am I hearing this right?

"Mahal kita tanga!"

M-mahal nya ako?

" For thirteen years Hindi mo alam kung gano kita gustong yakapin! For thirteen years sikreto kitang minahal. For thirteen years tinago ko lahat dito! Lahat! Kasi---Kasi natakot ako."

I heard Nathan's voice cracked and I know he's crying. Hindi ko na din napigilan yung luha ko.

"Natakot ako na baka mauwi lang sa wala yung thirteen years na pagkakaibigan natin! Pilit Kong tinago, at magmanhid-manhidan. Pero habang tumatagal mas lalo kitang minamahal. I want to be with you for the rest of my life, I want to be with you untill all your teeth falls off, I want to be with you untill all your hair turns white. I just want to be with you! Is it wrong to be with you! Fvck this destiny! Why can't we be together?! Tell me why. Jongmal saranghae, jinja johaye. Arra?"
(I really love you and I really like you. Don't you know that?)