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Song: You Will Find Me- Alex & Sierra
Eyes
Maaga akong umalis ng apartment para sa mga shoots ko ngayon. It was such a busy day dahil after ng shoot ko ay may dalawang fittings pa akong pupuntahan. After that, we'll have rehearsals for the fashion show. The fashion show will be on the day after tomorrow.
And today, will be such a busy day for me.
The producers watches us carefully while we're rehearsing. May makita lang na magkamali, papaulitin agad. Then we're back to zero. Ganoon sila kaseryoso because they really want this fashion show to be perfect.
Inabutan naman ako ng tubig ng isa sa mga assistants dito pagkatapos namin magpractice. Habang umiinom ako, tumabi sa akin si Wilhelm. He's one of my co-models on this fashion show.
He's Brazilian. And we all know that Brazilian men are so hot. Halos lahat na nga ata ng mga male models na kilala ko ay puro Brazilians. Dahil mas madalas maraming nakukuha sakanila kaysa sa mga Filipino.
But he was nothing compared to... him.
Sa tingin ko nga wala ng papantay pa sa kagwapuhang taglay nun, e.
Fuck. Samantha, you should stop thinking about him! Wala na nga siya dito, iniisip mo parin siya?! Are you out of your mind?
"You did well." Aniya. Ngumiti naman ako at pinunasan ang bibig ko pagkatapos kong uminom.
"Thanks. You did well, too." He licked his lips sabay ngumiti sa akin.
"So... When will you agree to go out with me?" Bahagya akong natawa.
At first, I really thought he wanted to start a conversation with me. 'Yun pala, this was his purpose. To ask me about it. Gusto kong matawa sa totoo lang.
He's been making a move on me ever since we worked together in a photoshoot. Ilang beses pa ulit kami nagkatrabaho hanggang sa tanungin niya ako kung gusto ko bang makipagdate ako sakanya.
As for me, I always decline. Dahil wala akong panahon para sa ganyang bagay. Dahil ayoko pa. Ayokong i-acknowledge ang mga ganyan. I got no time for that.
I want to focus with work. I want to focus on myself.
Masyado ko kasing kinalimutan ang sarili ko noon. I always think of other people rather than myself. And in the process, I was slowly breaking into pieces. Dahil mas pinupuno ko pa ang ibang tao kaysa sa sarili ko.
I'm the broken one. And if I'm broken, I shouldn't let people break me more. Pero ganoon ang ginawa ko noon. Hinahayaan ko sila. Because maybe, that way, they will feel satisfied.
Pero nang marealize ko ngayon, mali pala. Hurting someone won't make you feel satisfied.
"I still don't know, Wilhelm." He crossed his arms at sumadal sa upuan. He chuckled a little.
