Songs: Love Too Much- Hunter Hayes
Too Good To Say Goodbye- Bruno Mars
Stay- Daryl Ong
Zach
She hates me.
And I know that she will when I pushed her away. But I think that's the only right thing to do.
I'm scared. We were both scared and I don't want to be scared every time that I'm with her.
I took time to heal myself. My family has always been there for me to help me achieve that. Even Cindy's family were there for me, too.
"I'm sorry." I said to Cindy's father. He smiled at me.
A month after Samantha left me, I decided to visit Cindy's family. It's been a while since I last visited here. Ever since I started to develop feelings for Sam, I rarely go here than I usually do before.
"For what, hijo?" tanong niya.
"For rarely visiting here. I-"
"Oh, it's okay! We understand! We knew it was about to happen lalo na noong nabalita ngang may girlfriend ka na sikat na model."
Tipid akong ngumiti sakanila. I suddenly don't know what to say anymore. I don't know why I feel so bad about telling them that I finally love someone else now.
Siguro dahil nangako ako noon na si Cindy lang ang babaeng mamahalin ko.
But we all lie. And feelings change. And there will always be someone who can make you believe in love again.
"Kumusta ba kayo ng girlfriend mo?" Cindy's mother asked.
It's surprising that they're all smiley at me. Parang kanina lang, inaasahan kong magagalit sila sa akin. Inaasahan kong maiiyak si Tita Ruth pagkatapos kong sabihin sakanila ito. But they surprised me with their reaction.
"She's not my girlfriend anymore, Tita. We ended things... a month ago."
Tiningnan ko ang mga daliri ko. Wala atang oras na hindi ko siya inisip. I wanted so bad to know where she's heading to. But I can't. I promised to heal myself first before I start looking for her.
"Oh! We're sorry. Pero ano ba ang nangyari?"
I tried to smile despite the pain that I'm feeling when I thought about what I did to Samantha-the woman who made me realize that I can still love someone else. Ang babaeng handa ko nang mahalin ng buong-buo pagkatapos kong ayusin ang sarili ko.
I pushed her away because I wanted to fix myself. Para kapag tapos ko nang gawin iyon, babalik ako sakanya at siya naman ang tutulungan kong ayusin ang sarili niya. I will heal all her broken parts with my love.
BINABASA MO ANG
When We Made It Real (When Trilogy #2)
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