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Song: For The Love Of A Daughter- Demi Lovato
Father
I zipped my bag para sa huling bagahe na dadalhin ko ngayon. I'm leaving this house. I'm leaving our house.
I can't stay here anymore especially when we already broke up. He cried and beg for me not to do it. But I already made up my mind. It will only hurt him more if we'll keep on doing this.
Iniisip ko lang siya. Iniisip ko lang ang posibleng mangyari kapag tinuloy pa namin 'to.
Binuksan ko ang pinto ng kwarto at hinila na palabas ang maletang dala ko. I packed all my things with me. Sinigurado kong wala akong iiwang gamit dito.
When I closed the door, agad na bumungad sa akin si Zach. Tiningnan niya ang mga gamit ko. Then he brought his gaze back to my eyes again. Nag-iwas ako ng tingin at naglakad na upang lagpasan siya.
Ramdam ko ang pag-sunod niya ng tingin sa akin. Hindi ko nalang pinansin pa iyon. Naaalala ko pa ang nangyari kagabi.
"You'll get over this. I'll help you get over this. Just please don't do this, Sam... I can't let you do that."
Kitang-kita ko sa kanyang mga mata ang pagmamakaawa. Gustong gusto kong bumigay at wag na siyang iwan ngunit nakapagdesisyon na ako. I already made up my mind.
I'm only doing this for him. For us.
"I'm sorry..."
Sa tingin ko wala na akong ibang masabi sakanya kung hindi ito lang.
"No, Sam... please... I can't let you leave me."
"I'm done, Zach... I've had enough. No matter what I do or what I choose, everything just feels so wrong. I'm what's wrong. And I can't do anything about it... If I'm not hurting myself, I'm hurting everyone around me. I'm hurting you!"
He shakes his head. He kisses my knuckles a lot of times.
"I don't want you to become afraid, too. You're already done being afraid, Zach. A long time ago. And it's time for me to do the same... You got over Cindy's death without me by your side... I know I'll do the same, so please... just let me..."
Inangat niyang muli ang kanyang mga mata sa akin. He opened his mouth ngunit wala ni isang salita ang lumabas doon. He pressed his lips into a thin line.
He probably thinks the same when he pushed me away last year. At ngayon, sobrang naiintindihan ko kung bakit niya nagawa sa akin iyon. I know that he understands it, too. He's been through this.
"Zach, I love you enough... to let you go."
I stopped in my tracks before I open the door para makaalis na. Naramdaman kong sinusundan niya ako habang palayo ako sa kanya.
