Sometimes she's not fishing for compliments. Sometimes she's letting you know that she doesn't look like everyone else.
Sometimes she's not joking around. Sometimes she can be serious and you need to listen.
Sometimes she's just sensitive. Sometimes she doesn't know what you mean and is afraid to ask. Sometimes she laughs to cover up.
Sometimes she wants to tell you everything without you saying I'm sorry or you getting mad because it happened. Sometimes she just needs you to know things. Sometimes she needs your silent reply. Just a nod of your head, a kiss on the forehead, a concerned look and a squeeze of the hand.
Sometimes she needs to be silent. Sometimes she can't tell you what's wrong or she can only say it quietly because her voice will crack and she's tired.
Yeah, sometimes she's tired. Tired of having to tell you the same thing over and over again, that's she's not okay. Tired of bumming you out. Tired of being the girl who is always down and quiet and sad.
And sometimes, most of the time, almost always, she smiles. She smiles to cover up her frown. She smiles to get her mind off of things. She acts crazy and hyper and then when she's alone she breaks down and stares at the wall for 20 minutes. Sometimes she just needs to forget it all and so for a while... she acts happy. She acts free. And it's hard sometimes, when the only time she feels okay is the time when she's away.
Idek what this is, but here😝
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RandomThis is where I will put the completely random, has nothing to do with anything stories that I create when I have writers block. I'll put out a stick (or two or three) and write based off what the stick says. Please don't judge me... :)
