Nyas P.O.V:
I stood under the shower. On the sink stood my music box. I looked up at the shower head. Again the same thought came into my head. I've had it for several days. So far I haven't done it.
I looked at my wrist and all my cuttings I had because I cut myself. The warm water ran down over my head and my back.
I should wash myself first maybe the thought is gone by then.
I wash myself and when I was done, the thought was still there. That was probably a sign that I should do it.
I leaned forward and put my finger in my mouth. I tried to make myself puke. The food should get out of me. But I couldn't surrender. I tried it but it didn't work.
Damn it!
I was angry but had to get out of the shower, since the others had to take a shower. I sighed and took my towels. With one I wrapped my hair and in the other my body.
I stood in front of the small hanging mirror above the sink and looked at myself. My eyes narrowed and I looked at my arm. The cuts on my wrist were still visible.
I took my knife and placed it on my wrist. I cut. I'm bleeding. I smiled. I'm exhausted. I'm exhausted from life. Every breath i take hurts. It should stop. I want this to end!
I watch my blood and run down my wrist. I smiled. Then I cut again.
There was a knock. "Nya are you ready yet?" Asked my brother's voice, "I'll be right there, Kai!" I answered, and got dressed. After that I took the knife and hid it in my clothes. Then I left the bathroom and disappeared into my room...
Bear talking:
I know i'm always mean to Nya...but it's easyer for me to be mean to a girl 😂
Donno why 🤗
Hope u liked that chapter 🤗
See ya 💙💙
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Ninjago one shots
FanfictionThis is a one shot series about ninjago. My english is not the best so i hope it's okay. Request are open. I'll do requests and my own storys. I wanted to write my german one shots in english because...i don't know just wanted to xd
