Ninjago one shots

A really sad chapter

Bear talking:

Do not ask why, I just wrote what went through my head and turned it into ninjago. Do not ask me why it went through my head.

,,I feel empty," I heard my voice talking softly in my head. ,,I should just lie down today, because the day won't be good day anyway" the voice whispered. Depressed, I lay where my mother once lay. It was dark, dark as the roller blinds did not allow sunlight to enter the room. I cried, cried for my mother. ,,Why she? Why did it hit her and not me? "I thought, tears running down my cheeks. They were so warm as warm as my father once.

Breathing seemed to me to be heavier and heavier through all the pain. The world was no longer colored, all the colors had faded. Blood ran down my arm. Blood from all my cuts. I lay in a liquid, it was my blood. ,,Nya?" Dumbly I heard someone say my name. ,,Nya?" I felt like someone shook me but I didn't understand what was going on. Someone picked me up, it was my brother. This was as warm, as warm as my parents once. I heard dumbly people talking, they were talking about me. Blurred, I saw outlines, the outline of my friends.
The heat on my arm stayed, it stayed because my blood continued running. I could feel my brother running, but he can't save me. Slowly I became weaker, weaker from the many bleeding. I became tired, tired of life. It was all black. I was unconscious.

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When I woke up, it was bright, bright as a lamp hung over my head. I looked around, still listening to everything. I was in the emergency room. My brother was worried, worried that I would be taken away as our parents once. I laid in a hospital bed and felt a hand, my brother's hand holding mine. I opened my eyes and looked at him, he did the same to me. ,,Nya, I was so worried about you," he said sadly. I just looked at him, not much changed for me. ,,why are you trying to do this every year?" He murmured, tears running down his face, I did the same. ,,It is okay when you are sad Nya but come to me and do not kill yourself" he spoke weeping. We lay and sat there, no one spoke a word.