when shes cutting

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Bear Talking:

⚠warning⚠
This is a chapter that's supposed to be sad...it's a serious Problem of most people in the World...and I made a chapter to hopefully show you how bad it actually is...

Dani I don't wanna hear anything 😂 you know what I mean😘

Now have fun reading this...of you have and suggestions please let me know 👌

See ya

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Jays P.O.V:

One month ago...

Me and Nya where sitting in our bed. She looks sad for a while now. I didn't knew why but i hated it.

Nya sighted and looked me deep into my eyes. Her right hand held her left upper arm.

,,Nya what's wrong? You said you wanna talk to me about something...yet ur not talking" I said and laid my hand on her right shoulder.

Nya looked at her bracelet. Then she opend it and put it aside.

Her wrist...cuts were all over it.

I looked at her in shock. My eyes wide open and filled with tears.

She didn't said anything. She just looked at me and put the bracelet back on.

,,don't tell anyone" was the only thing she said.

Since then I watched Nya closely. Every move she made, everytime she tried to be alone. Just everything!

I was the only one who knew about it and I tried to provide her wounds.

Nyas cuts were becoming more and more. She didn't wanted to stop either.

I wanna die when shes cutting. I can't stand when shes bloody.

I'm in love with the body that my wife treats so badly.

Nyas P.O.V:

Why can't i leave my blade alone?! It's tearing me appart!
I am addicted to it
Fuck! Why did i even start?

Everytime I cut...I am cutting into Jays heart as well...but i can't stop

Every morning Jay looks at my body and searchs for new cuts.

He didn't knew the reason...I didn't wanted to tell it anyways.

I sat in the bathtub and looked at my knife I was holding in my right hand. My View fell from my knife to my left wrist.

I placed the knife on my skin and started cutting. The blood dripped into the water.

After a while of losing blood I heard footsteps. I felt a hand on my cold shoulder and also felt how the Person lifted me up.

I knew that smell. It wasn't my husband. It was my brother...Kai!

,,why?" I heard him while he wraped me into some towles. ,,you knew that I would  be there for you" He said and took a bandage to stop my blood.

He took care of my cuts and dressed me afterwards. I looked at him. It didn't last long before he hugged me.

,,next time you say something" He seid with tears in his eyes. I nodded.

,,Jay took good care of your cuts" He said, still hugging me. I nodded again.

He kissed my head and let go of me. After that we went to the livingroom where I told the rest of the Team.

I felt like it was the right decision...

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