If you're like her

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Bear talking:

So yeah this is basicly me 😂 not quiet but at some points

I am working at my moms work to help out and earn some money....

And this is like Nya is me and Jay and Kai are my brother and his fiancé

Hope you enjoy

See ya

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Kais P.O.V:

,,Where is Nya?" I asked kinda angry.

,,did she still went to go to that work she wanted to do?" Jay asked me and hold Alaya because she wanted to throw stuff around.

,,Yes!" I said annoyed and angry.

,,guess if you are her then helping in an company is like holiday" he answered.

,,or...she is doing it so she is away from any food" I said suspiciously.

Jay took a deep breath and looked shocked: ,,you don't think?" He asked not believig me.

,,I think i'm right" I said upsend-minded.

Jay looked at me and was thinking himself.

Nyas P.O.V:

At least I got rid of the boys for the day.

I stood in front of the big wood piece I was about to carry. In my head I could still hear the wish not to eat.

I won't not if i am here!

I looked at my wrist to make sure that my scares are covered then picked up the wood piece.

Wow that's heavy

,,And if you eat you get as heavy as this wood piece" my Brain said laughing.

I know...

I dragged the wood piece to the table and started to draw into the wood what I needed to cut.

I looked at my wrist again. No one should see my cuts. Every 2 minutes I looked down to see if they are covered.

When I was cutting out the wood piece I was thinking again.

I don't know why but not eating and my stomach growling is satisfying me.

Is that weird Brain?

,,No totally normal" It answered.

So it's normal to be happy if you feel ur stomach is empty?

,,Yes"

Okay so I'm fine?

,,of course you are!" It answered.

What about cutting?

,,it's normal too dear. It's how a human works"

So selfharm is normal for humans?

,,Yes. Now go back to ur work" It said to me.

Ur right!

I continued working so I could be able bot to have to eat. I didn't even took my breaks that I could take.

When I got the Hunger feeling I just drank something and my stomach was like

"Okay this is good"

And remained silent for a while. My tong was laying on some wite stuff. It was good cause it meaned that my body is taking his reserves.

I smiled at the thought not to have to eat and it made me happy if i went to bed with an empty stomach.

(In my case I am just not eating right because of all the trestments)

Jays P.O.V:

Me and Kai were planning to get Nya to eat at least something.

,,so what do you think? Just forcing her?" I asked my brother-in-law.

,,nah she wouldn't eat one bite....but we don't have any other way sooo?..." He started to think.

I could tell because his head was looking like it would explode.

,,Dude we just have to try forcing her" I said to get him off of thinking.

,,yeah ur right even if she will hate us for it now...she'll see that we just want her to life..." He suddenly said sadly.

,,Hey let's tell the others so they can maybe help us..?" I asked him.

He just nodded and we left to tell them.

,,Okay understood we will help you" Zane said looking at us.

,,I saw how she tried to get herself to puke 2 weeks ago" Cole said thinking.

,,why didn't you tell us?!" Kai asked angrily.

,,I am sorry dude I didn't knew.." He answered.

,,you can count on us" Lloyd said showing thumps up.

,,thanks" Kai and I said at the same time.

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When Nya arrived at home we stood in front of her and pushed her into the Kitchen.

Nyas P.O.V:

The boys stood there in front of the table and looked at me.

Why do they do this?
Why they behaive (spelled wrong right?) So weird?!

I looked at them too. For a while we just starred at each other.

Ehh wtf?

,,Do you think what I am thinking?" My Brain asked me.

Ur my Brain...you think for me..

,,Oh yeah...I think they want you to eat ant get fat" my Brain said evily.

NO NEVER!

,,Nya...catch" my brother said.

I looked over and catched what he throw to me.

It was an Apple.

,,so what do I do with this now?" I asked him.

,,Eat it..." Jay said with a worried face.

,,if you eat you get fat!" My Brain screamed.

,,No" I answered Jay and gave back the Apple.

,,please Nya" Kai bagged.

,,Nya eating is an normal human thing and you need it to survive" Zane told me.

,,so?" I asked.

,,So?" Kai asked me now.,,you have to eat to life Nya!" He then said louder.

,,nah i don't need it" I answered and left.

Kais P.O.V:

ARGH!

I wanted to run after her but Lloyd stopped me.

,,it's worse then I thought" i said looking at them.

,,What?" Jay asked.

,,I think 'Ana' is in her head again" i said thinking.

,,who is 'Ana'?" Cole and Jay asked at the same time.

,,It's the shortcut for 'Anorexia'" Zane answered.

,,but why again?" Cole asked.

,,it's not the first time" I said sadly looking at the ground.

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