letters to you。「yoonmin」{COMPLETED} (#wattys2018)

oo2。

day two:

it's been harsh without you,
i still can't process that you're gone.
even though i saw you,
lifeless, in your casket.

even though your funeral was yesterday and i should remember
every detail, i don't.

everything was fuzzy, everything stung. there's a wound in my heart.

you should've let me in,
you should've told me.
i could've helped you.

you were my first love.
the only love ive ever known.

i cared deeply for you,
don't you remember?

of course not. you're no
longer here. you're no
longer mine. because of
him.

because of the man, the man
who hurt you. the man who
didn't care. or never listened.

i could've saved you.

why didn't you let me save you.

。。。

this is very sad already ):

but it's okay

or is it
who knows