letters to you。「yoonmin」{COMPLETED} (#wattys2018)

oo50。

day fifty:

i chose to
visit jungkook's
grave because
maybe it would
help.

maybe the
peaceful sun
would beat down
on me, warming me.

which is a feeling
i haven't felt in
a while, since
everything's been
so cold lately.

icy and frozen.
everything sending
shivers down my
spine making
me feel so hopeless.

god, i fucking
miss jungkook and
our close friendship.

with everything
in my whole entire
being, i miss him.

。。。

i have a jacob sartorious song stuck in my head

"FaceTimed you, called you, never hit me back. what's up with that? the weather's okay, so why you feeling sad? what's up with that?"

GUYS I HATE MYSELF