letters to you。「yoonmin」{COMPLETED} (#wattys2018)

oo13。

day thirteen:

i did something
awful today and
if you were here,
you'd scold me.

i kind of miss
that. it put me
in my place but
now, i don't know
what to do with
myself or how to
take care of my
actions.

i wish i had the
ability to predict
that this whole
shitty thing would
happen, because now
i feel like i took you
for granted.

you never know
what you've got
until it's gone.....

my arms hurt
my thighs hurt

but i am okay
i will be okay

。。。

what am i doing