letters to you。「yoonmin」{COMPLETED} (#wattys2018)

oo5。

day five:

i don't know what
happened, but the rest
of the group said they
needed to speak to me.

i hoped they were gonna
tell me you pranked your
death. that this was some
cruel laugh on me.

that you werent really gone,
just that the body lying in
the coffin wasn't yours.

it was stupid of me to
think that because i knew
your features up and down.

i knew every curve like
the back of my hand. i knew
where every flaw and body
mark was.

therefore, i knew it was you
lying there lifeless. my mind
was just in denial, whereas my
heart knew the cold truth.

but what your old friends
told me was that,
"we can't be friends with you."

"you're making everyone
around us receive weird
looks."

"sorry things ended this
way, i hope you find
light at the end of this
dark tunnel."

"get better soon, jimin."

"one day you will recover."

love, why did this happen
to me? to us? why do
the worst things happen
to the beautiful, most
vibrant people?

im a wreck.

why did our only friends
leave? in my time of need.

if you were here, you'd
reassure me, but you
left just like them. im
not blaming you, though.

i understand, babe. you
were in pain.

but now im feeling
horrible as ever.

。。。

this is so sad

i apologize in advance