letters to you。「yoonmin」{COMPLETED} (#wattys2018)

oo19。

day nineteen:

today i felt a
bit of happiness
but thats because
taehyung came up
to me and apologized
for leaving me
behind.

i forgave him
because i knew
thats what you
would do.

we went out
and got ice
cream out our
old, favorite ice
cream parlor.

i got your favorite
flavor, in memory
of the dates we used
to go on here, at this
place.

tae paid for me
and asked how i was
doing and i told him
not so good.

i told him about
the day my skin
went razor-kissed
and bloodstained
and he told me not
to ever do it again.

i promised him i
would not, because
it brought me a great
deal of pain.

i also told him
about the new
meds and the
depression and he
hugged me tightly.

he told me he
would come back
and be my friend
and i was overjoyed,

except for one
major thing.

you were still gone.

and you'd never
be coming back.

。。。

jimin needs to be happy