day twenty seven:
i felt very off
today. like i could
not breathe.
and i knew i needed
to take my meds, but
how could i bring myself
to perform such an
unfathomable action?
when i made a promise
to myself, and more
importantly, i made a
promise to you.
im sorry i sound
very repetitive all
the time but it's just
every day feels the
same without your
presence and your
essence.
its agonizing and
painful each fucking day,
like a someone is standing
on my chest, crushing it.
like my heart is ripping
itself into tiny shreds, those
tinier than a grain of sand.
its bursting through my ribcage.
there's a certain saddening
poison lurking in my veins,
setting its deadliness through
my blood stream, my body.
and i ache without you.
because you were the
only reason i was hanging on.
the only reason i regained my
strength and now that you're gone,
its 10 times worse, 100 times worse, 1000 times fucking worse.
and i want you back.
。。。
wow look i updated
changing the cover soon
YOU ARE READING
letters to you。「yoonmin」{COMPLETED} (#wattys2018)
Fanfictionin which jimin leaves letters for his dead boyfriend yoongi.. or so he thought. © 94KHOP
