letters to you。「yoonmin」{COMPLETED} (#wattys2018)

oo7。

day seven:

do you wanna know
something, babe? i
almost tried calling
you. today. to ask
why you werent at school
but then i remembered.

how could i forgot?
i probably look or
sound dumb, but i just
don't want to accept that
you aren't coming back.
ever.

people at school say
i need to get over it
already, but how, when
you were the only thing
ive come to love in
this cold, harsh, world?

now it seems, more than
ever, that this world is
rough. i wish i would've
taken your advice like
you asked me to, but i
said you were a silly hyung.

i told you to be more
optimistic, little did i
know, you were right. so,
so, right about this world.

how am i supposed to
push forward when you
were my leading light,
my rock, the one i came to
in times of trouble.

now im left alone, to
fend for myself. i have
been abandoned by
our old friends, by the
teachers because they gave
up on me, my grades are
slipping drastically.

but i don't want to pursue
a career without you by
my side, yoongi, i love you.

。。。

these chapters are short

but bear with me.