letters to you。「yoonmin」{COMPLETED} (#wattys2018)

oo18。

day eighteen:

when do you think
i will recover? do
you think i will? ive
been trying to think
about it.

and in my future,
i don't see anything.
it's all dark, it is
fading away, sometimes
i think i should just join
you.

but i am terrified
i am afraid. if i ever
got the chance to be
with you, i am scared
that you will hate the
person ive become.

because i am not strong
anymore, in fact, i am
quite weak these days.

there's a huge fraction
of me that wants to end
it all but deep inside my
core, there is a small
sliver of hope, what should
i do?

。。。

got two endings planned for this.

don't worry it's not ending soon.