letters to you。「yoonmin」{COMPLETED} (#wattys2018)

oo8。

day eight:

i know these letters
are rather random,
and im leaving them
at your doorstep.

your father has probably
already found the seven,
because each time
i go to leave another,
they're gone. baby, i know
i shouldn't leave them
there, because he did not
accept us being together.

but where else would i
leave them? i suppose the
tree house, but there's a
passionate disliking towards
your father, and i want him
to understand that his
actions were shitty, he
should've treated you better.

at your funeral,
he didn't shed a single
tear, i don't understand.

babe, tell me why,
explain to me why he
didn't cry, he only
acted high and mighty.

how could he? how
dare he? when i sat in
fucking pain and guilt
washed over my body,
drenching me.

all he did was spare
me a pitiful look. he's
hiding behind an act.

baby, tell me why he's
doing this. you were
smart, i need you,
please.. please come back.

i can't breathe right now,
my lungs feel like they
are collapsed.

baby, please.. come save me.

。。。

ouch. 

i actually teared up a bit writing this one.