Dear diary,
Life has become more intolerable. I'm not just talking about Brendon completely ignoring me. My crazy ex just came back into my life. He's been taunting me and abusing me in every way imaginable. Brendon usually scared him away. But since Brendon's not available, I have no choice but to tolerate it. Today, he chided to rape me for 5 hours straight. I even had to miss work. If this continues any longer, I don't think I can hold off. What's worse? I regret not telling Brendon sooner. Maybe he would be here right now instead of with Sarah. Is this my life now? Am I just a lifeless vessel, with no emotions, only used for sexual pleasure for others? I hope Brendon comes soon, because I don't think I can live like this any longer.
-(Name)
