Never tell somoone about your problems or you gain their pity over you. Never show anyone you're a weak person. Never tell anyone what you've been through. Never answer any of their curious questions.
Most of them don't even care; they're just curious. Most of them do care; you gain their pity. And when you thought you confided to someone who would understand, they start asking if you're okay or if you're doing well. They start overthinking everything you do and everything you don't do. They start thinking of you as a person with suicidal thoughts. They start checking on you everyday to see if you're doing okay. But you feel like you've somehow became pathetic. A non-stop crying person, who can't take care of himself, because you sound weak.
Well let me tell you all something, I am really far from weak, really far from fragile. I am not forceless. I've learned how to live up with my sorrows, however deep they don't go. I don't need someone's pity over me. So stop ask me how I am doing evey single fucking day. I hate that you, and everyone could think that I cannot handle myself, or take care of myslef. I will not commit suicide. I am stronger than giving up. So please. Stop asking me how I am, non stop.
I am not weak, and nor will I ever be.
**Probably regretting posting this**
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Midnight thoughts
PoetryThe title says it all. What anyone would think of, late at night, gathered in here. Because why not. (I promise you the chapters get better as you go, I'm continuously writing more and more chapters and I'll be more than glad to see if any of you ca...
