What will happen if I disagree with them? What will happen?
If I voice my opinion. If I tell them I don't want to do anything they want, if I chose what I want to do. If I block or their attempts at making amends between me and them. If I just want to cohabitate with them without being involved in their family stuff? What will I loose more? What will I gain more? I have no fucking clue. Will I lose some more? Is there anything more to lose? Will I be living in a hotter version of hell? Am I ready for the consequences? But I have to do it... I know I do... but I can't think further than this... I just can't be fake anymore. And I can't voice my opinion. I'm stuck in a constant loop of not knowing what to do now.
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Midnight thoughts
PoetryThe title says it all. What anyone would think of, late at night, gathered in here. Because why not. (I promise you the chapters get better as you go, I'm continuously writing more and more chapters and I'll be more than glad to see if any of you ca...
