Why am I never in one of your posts? Why everytime I scroll down my feed I see a new picture of you with a girl friend? Why don't you want me to be one of those girls in these pics? We always talk. We always text. But you don't wanna post a picture of us and you won't even take that damn picture. I once suggested to take one but Inever did it again, thinking about letting you take the initiative to do it. But you never did. Although you always do with other girl friends in our group. It makes me think if you text them the way you text me. Do you talk about what we talk? But I doubt you do because those are very intimate subjects. Or maybe you do but you don't show it when were physically together like you do with me. Although you talk normally to other girls, my somewhat friends, when we're all together but you never address a single word to me despite our long online conversations. Are you ashamed of me? Do you not like me as a friend? I am not seeking anything more than friendship but somehow you make that seem more impossible than mainting a random relationship. Do you just see me as an online entertainer for you? Just a toy to play with just when you're bored?
You suddenly remember to talk to me after a wole year of spoken random words, and two weeks after your break up with your girlfriend. What am I to you??? Friends do talk to each other all the time I recon. So am I not tour friend?? Again... what am I to you?
I scroll down your instagram profile and feel hurt that I am not part of thise pictures.
What are we??? What is the position I fill up to you?
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Midnight thoughts
PoesiaThe title says it all. What anyone would think of, late at night, gathered in here. Because why not. (I promise you the chapters get better as you go, I'm continuously writing more and more chapters and I'll be more than glad to see if any of you ca...
