Everything She Was (Sequel to After everything We've Been Through )

Definition Of Love

" No,no,no, stop, stop IT"

"Bailey it's okay, wake up " Eli shakes me awake.
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"It's just a bad dream" he continues talking

"I know, it just felt real, my mum she rose up and was covered in dirt, she started talking to me. Playing the piano and telling me I'm next to be six feet under, just like she is, just like her dad and mum and Harley, she'll kill me herself , if I won't. " I start shaking of  the thought of what I just woke up from.

"It's okay, come here" I move over to him and lay down down putting an arm around his stomach as he kisses my forehead. Eli and I weren't in the same bed I'm in the guess room at his house and he was in his room, dad and corbyn said I could stay over if I wanted.  Guess I was screaming and he heard me.

"Go to sleep, I'll be right here" I close my eyes and drift off into a deep sleep.

Eli's POV

I wake up with bailey cuddled up next to me and the morning sun shining through and my dad starring directly at me with a grin on his face.

"She had a bad dream, I didn't mean to fall alseep but I did"

"Chill Eli, its fine we trust you" he says walking away.

B starts tossing and turning waking up slowly, smiling at me softly as she rubs the sleep from her eyes.

"Morning " she leans in and presses her lips to mine, she's beautiful even when she wakes up and has bed head. I could get use to her cuddling up to me and waking up with her beside me. I feel as though it's to early to feel this way or cause I'm 15 and I don't know what love is but I think I'm falling in love with her and have been for awhile. I'm not going to say anything cause I don't want to freak her out and ruin our relationship. Your probably going to say how would you know what love is or she has been your only girlfriend so how can you love her or compare her to anyone. But I didn't feel the way I did when I went out with Emma as I do with Bailey, she's  special, one of kind and when I'm around her my heart rate quickens and my palms sweat and I'm scared I'll say the wrong thing. I'm there for her and she's there for me when I need her, we click. The definition of love is that it's a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. But what I believe what love is, it's the undeniable feeling when you see the person you love, the way you look at them and the way they look at you, being able to do anything together and talking to one another about anything, even when your. .apart for a day you miss them and can't get them off your mind, you hope they can't forget about you either. That's what I believe, love is , you could tell me something different but that's what I've seen from the people around me, from my parents and there undeniable love they share for each other. After all these years there still falling in love each and every single day, I've always wanted that for Bailey as well, to see her parents the way she sees mine, but what I know is that jack avery and Bella Lawson kept falling in love and jack keeps on loving her even if she's dead. Love is a beautiful thing but it's also a heart breaking thing, literally when someone doesn't love you back or hurts you it shatters you heart and breaks you. I'm naive yeah and I'm losing my mind, I'm delusional that's what your all thinking but I'm not. I'm perfectly sane and not anyway shape or form crazy, I'm falling hard, mabey to hard.

"You want breakfast?" I ask her  and stand up as she jumps on my back.

"Go horsie go " I start running down the hall and the stairs, placing her in a chair at the kitchen island and sitting in the chair next to her as mum places, breakfast infront of us.

"Thank you" b says sweetly, giving her a smile.

"What are you guys doing today?" Dad comes and kisses mum on the forehead good morning.

"Lazy day" I say to them, and Bailey nods in agreement.

Bailey's pov

We go to the supermarket and pick up some snacks, we're currently skipping down the isle just putting every type of candy in the trolley. But when Eli decides to sit in and crush Everthing in it.

"You got a piggy back ride earlier, I want to be push around in the trolley!" He whines like a child.

"Fine, where do you want to go ?"

"We need cheese-it's and ice cream and a couple of movies,then we can go pay " he points in the direction as I push him, we grab the cheese-it's and get Ben and jerrys cookie dough ice cream and 100 dollars later, we're both wearing sweat pants and bagy jumpers, stuffing our faces watching a scary movie. Which Eli hates but I love them and can't get enough of them, I've watched every single scary movie a million times, they never get old. Instead of Eli being there for me if I get scared I'm there for him, currently half way through this movie, Eli's head is burried into my shoulder asking me if the scary man is gone.

"You can look now " I say as the person that is about to jump out to stab someone does and Eli does the highest pitched scream, I have ever heard which makes him sound and seem like a girl.

"You lied to me B, you know I'm scared, your suppose to protect me not let me be scared!" He playfully pushes my shoulder.

"It's not my fault your a girl when it comes to scary movies, you should be protecting me not the other way around, but you don't have to worry, I'll always protect you, bean" I laugh and place my head on his shoulder .

"I'll protect you too " he hugs me and we continue to watch the movie as I play with my necklace.

I think I'm falling and I don't know how to catch myself, what if I drown ?