Everything She Was (Sequel to After everything We've Been Through )

Our little secret

It's funny, when you look in the mirror and see your reflection starring back. I wonder how people came up the concept and how they were  made.  When I look in the mirror this morning, I don't see my reflection, I don't see the person who I am or thought I was.

Our little secret he side, our little secret one that's not so little and it's killing me inside . I couldn't wash away what happend, not with a cut, a bruise, death sooner or enough people will know. We're bad people for what we did and but then again I loved every second. I jut put on a pair of shorts and a casual tee with my all stars and go to rehearsal. I go into the uber and head off.

When I arrive we get right into the song.

"Saw your picture on accident
Your face has changed
The lines are sinking in
I pressed played, I should haven't
Congratulations, but do you ever wonder what we could have been? (Wonder what we could have been?)

Flash back to last night (still singing though )

"We shouldn't be doing this "

"You feel the same way I do, I know you do"

"But what if"

"No, you and are the only ones who knows, no ones going to find out, it's our little secret "
(Back to just singing )

But you mind plays tricks with distance
Always makes things feel so unfinished
I miss you more than I loved you
I do
I miss you more than I loved you (I wonder what we could have been?)
I miss you more than I loved you
I do
I miss you more than I loved you (I wonder what we could have been?)
Saw a balloon floating away
I thought did someone let go or did they lose it?
So strange you know all my secrets
Please keep them safe
And darling, you know that I'll do the same (you know that I'll do the same)
That you're no longer in existence
Baby, you'll always be in my orbit
I miss you more than I loved you
I do
I miss you more than I loved you (I wonder what we could have been?)
I miss you more than I loved you
Oh, I do
I miss you more than I loved you
We were a match but not a fake
We were a dream, unrealistic
We didn't lose, we didn't win
(Sometimes I wonder what we could of been)
Oh I miss you more than I loved you
Oh I do
I miss you more than I loved you (I wonder what we could have been?)
I miss you more than I loved you
Oh, I do
I miss you more than I loved you
ohh
(You'll always be in my orbit)

"Good job B, have a five minute break and ill go over my notes "

Eli POV

What am I going to tell Alya

I wake up and I'm shocked with what I did and how it happend, it was her fault nothing to blame in me. She'll try to but I won't let her.

Bailey's POV

His a liar and if pons this all on me, everyone will be love him. There are always two sides to the story.

But what am I going to tell Taylor  about the little secret or what am I not going to tell him. 

Bella's

When there were problems, I would sit at the very piano that I'm starring at. You all know that already, but it doesn't work for me anymore because I have done it in years. Maybe it will help because I haven't sat there in so long and played to escape my feelings. But what would I play and why would I play it. Screamo, hard co metal, a soft contemporary number, Everytime I played on this piano to escape, every song i played. I played with a purpose not to relate to what I was feeling but I don't know, I just did it and it would work. Can someone just go back and count how many times jack's cheated or fucked up. I would love to know, it's probably to many, I hate how he keeps little secret from me, when there not just little secrets.