Everything She Was (Sequel to After everything We've Been Through )

Never Came Back

Looking at the dresses infront of me none are calling my name. My tear stained face probably isn't helping, I cried the whole car here when he texted me he was in the air it's when I knew it was definitely to late to tell him to stay.  The Dress placed in the chair next to me, is beautiful and makes me aw in its beauty. It's so simple but yet breathe taking,

"You like it?"

"It's beautiful "

"Well I think we found the one then" I smile

It's almost something that looks as if you dance in and I think it is but Jamie believes with a few adjustments it will look as an ordinary dress. It's white, with a  v neck and a small gold bar running across, the bottom was strips of fabric and long but Jamie cuts the longer bits making them shorter, sewing them together. To make the dress whole again , making it a bit fuller uts down and currently on my body, to pick jewellery and shoes. With the help of velvet black wrap around shoes and a simple necklace, I'm done, make up is bare minimum, foundation, mascara and highlighter. And lip gloss, everyone was waiting for me in the hal, when I walk out everyone's jaw drops and I start to blush.

"Honey your blush is a bit on the wild side " Hope adds

"I'm not wearing any blush "

"I think she looks great " George comments

"Thank you george "

"Not to be rude but if we want to get there, we have to leave now " just like that we're off, I'm sitting in between recess and Blake. It's a long ride but when we arrive everything's so perfect, from the twinkling  arch way and the starie night sky, it wasn't one of the tacky proms with a few decorations. It was fullout covered head to toe.

Throughout the night we take lots of photos and dance like complete idiots on the dance floor, but I sit done when a s,ow song comes in, Reece being Reece not letting me because he didn't want me to miss out in anything so he dances with me. Some people were shocked to see me dancing with Reece and not Taylor. People knew that he moved others don't, I could head my name and slut being mixed together so that's fun. Emma being one of those people, even Alya . But Eli didn't do anything as usual, I know his going through shit but he doesn't need to be an asshole. Christina still hasn't come back, one day at a time Corbyn says, I'm still not talking to Bella or Jack. I know I should, I just don't want to, that's the thing, I'll have to at some point because after xfactor is over I'm back home.

"What's with the pout" Blake walks over

"Hearing my name being thrown around, but I'm trying to ignore it, don't worry "

"Can there ever be a time in your life We're it's positive. Cause if not I'm going to make sure that this prom is one of them"

"It looks like that girl over there wants to dance with you"

"Really ?"

"Go over there " I push him over there, but he asks  if it's okay and if I'll be fine. I obviously answer yes and return to the table  watching on. Which I don't mind, because that's always something I do, watch on and I've never really  been part of any of this. It's like I'm not even here for majority of these people. I'm the shadow  in the corner no one notices, and I'm okay with that. Is it so bad liking the fact in certain situations your invisible. But yet still want to be noticed only if it's one person who sees you, the real you and not the wall you build. That people believe that's who you are but in reality it's not  at all. Confusing and complicated I know but yet I understand it all.

After queen and king were given out we took off back to the hotel, to get some sleep, the show  was Sunday and it was only Friday but we still needed to be well rested. I also had the first  of many FaceTime calls with Taylor, he will probably still be on a plane or have a lay over.