Everything She Was (Sequel to After everything We've Been Through )

The Truth

"I wrote  something for you" I continue on talking.

"Can I hear it?"

I grab Danny's guitar sit down and start playing

(Song: Ocean eyes)
"I've been watching you
For some time
Can't stop staring at those oceans eyes
Burning cities and napalm skies
Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes
Your ocean eyes
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
I've been walking through
A world gone blind
Can't stop thinking of your diamond mind
Careful creature made friends with time
He left her lonely with a diamond mind
And those ocean eyes
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
No fair
You really know how to make me cry
When you gimme those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I've never fallen from quite this high
Falling into your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes"

"It's amazing b when did you write it?"

"Awhile ago, four years ago"

"Really?"

"Yeah, it took sometime but I finished it"

"Is this going in the Ep"

"No, John didn't like them so he said no, he said it wasn't good enough and I need to write something better, I wanted to laugh in his face and say it's going on there when we started but I couldn't risk it, he said it about all the songs I wrote for the people I care about and instead of just hiding them I'm letting the people I wrote them for hear them."

"I love the song and want a copy of it " he smiles

"Already in your emails"

"Who has email anymore b"

"Me okay"

"Grandma"

"I'm not a grandma!"

"You still use email Bella, your a Grandma" 

"People who use email are not grandmas, I'm leaving Daniel just because you said that"

Everytime, I sing that song that memory comes to mind and I can't get Daniel out of my head, how his laugh lights up the whole room, when he smiles you smile. It's funny how you miss someone so much and you know you'll never see them again, I feel that way with so many people. You know the people I'm talking, the ones I haven't seen for quite sometime, the people who I never saw grow up or be who they wanted to be, I waited for my world to darken, my heart to stop and the pain to go away. But I'll tell you it never did and it never will, it never will. Jack avery oh how I miss him, the twinkle in his eyes and the hop in his step, but I can't go back, I caused rhem all pain, they'll, never forgive me.

Bailey's POV

"Hey mum, I miss you, I'm waiting for the quiet to come, when does it come, when does all the hurtful thoughts go away if they ever will, I know this is all sad but you know how I'm feeling. The one good thing I have out of all of this, is dad and Eli. Where're dating now and his really caring  and he loves me, I love him as well. I wish you could talk back and give me advice, Autumns gone, you should be happy, I know you hated her. I kinda did as well, she could never be you or a replacement. I know I haven't been here in awhile but I don't know if I can keep coming it's not good for me, it makes feel worse about not having you, so this might be my last visit, I hope you understand " I get up brush the dirt from my knees and start walking home. I really mean it going to her grave messes me up and makes me feel worse not having her. 

I've been crossing my fingers she's really been alive all this time.

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