Everything She Was (Sequel to After everything We've Been Through )

She Might Be

Walking into school today without Eli right beside me, I felt lonely and I missed him, cause we haven't talked since I said we should just stay friends. I walk up to my locker and see him, I smile at him but he doesn't do anything back, Emma walks up to me , she's my bestfriend.

"Guess what" she says all smiley

"What?"

"Eli asked me out "

My heart sank and I felt as if I had a lump stuck in my throat, Emma has only known Eli for a year, I've known Eli basically my whole life. But I stand there and look happy for her

"That's great, where are you going?" I close my locker door.

"The park " I think  I just heard my heart shatter inside my chest and my eyes start welling up.

"I hope You and him have fun" I walk into music class, which I have with Eli. He sits next to me and start up a conversation.

"Hey b"

"Your going out with Emma"

"Yeah got a problem, I don't know why you would, your the one who rejected me"

"I'm sor-" I get cut off by the teacher.

"I hope everyone is paying attention, as you all know that we're holding a talent show, I expect to see you all enter, I hope to see you enter Bailey, I have high hopes for you and Eli you also" she holds me to a high standard, not only for my ability, but for who my parents are, it becomes a lot sometimes. I wish she didn't hold me to a high standard. Cause when I don't reach it, Miss Woods is disappointed by me and tends to go off at me for not being able to hit a high note or I miss a chord on a guitar. I want to tell her I'm not my parents and I'm just learning but she just says it's in my blood. You shouldn't have to learn, you should already know how to do it, i say back to her my parents are busy and are not able to help me. She doesn't care, she just wants to say she made a star and that she knew me, if I get anywhere with singing. I'm going to enter, because I want, not because of her, I want to perform every opportunity I have.

"Bailey your up" every week there's a topic and the song that she gives us to work on is about  that topic, but we also do theory. I don't have a topic this week, cause every week three kids get chosen to do a cover, of there choice. I was one of the three , I chose to do praying by Kesha, I sit at the keyboard and I start playing.

Well you almost had me fooled
told me  that I was nothing with out you
Oh
After Everthing you've done
I can thank you for how strong I have become
Cause you brought the flames and you put me through hell
I had to learn how to fight get for myself
And we both know all the truth I can tell
I'll just say this, as I wish you farewell
I hope your somewhere, praying
Praying
I hope your soul is changing
Changing
I hope you find you peace, falling on you knees
Praying
I'm proud  of who I am
No more monsters, I can  breath again
And you said that  I was done
Well  we're wrong and the best is yet to come

Cause I can make it on my own
I don't need you, I've find a strength I've never know

When I'm finished they won't even known your name
you brought the flames and you put me through hell
I had to learn how to fight for myself
And we both know all the truth I can tell
I'll just say this, as I wish you farewell
I hope your somewhere, praying
Praying
I hope your soul is, changing
Changing
I hope you find your peace, falling on you knees
Praying
  Oh sometimes I pray for you, in my dreams
Someday maybe you'll see the light
Woahhh some say, in life your gonna get what you give
But something's Only god can forget
I hope your somewhere praying