Everything She Was (Sequel to After everything We've Been Through )

I'll Do Anything For You

The boys and I are in the studio the next day recording, two hours from now Taylor will be over to record but this time with an audience. The boys want to watch, so does Eli, I said they could if there quite, which they promised to be, but that's something I have to face later now I just have to record so we have the proper version to dance to. After a good two hours we're finished and it's time to dance.

When Eli walks through the door our eyes meet, bringing every feeling I've tried hiding to come right back, but it's also mixed in with anger and hate. I still can't forgive him, but it doesn't mean I don't love him, even if what I know what is to be love, is far from what love actually is. We stood there for awhile, Taylor standing right behind Eli in his dance gear, watching us and a certain expression plastered on his face. I can't tell if it's worry or sadness, guilt, happiness or confusion. I don't know. I couldn't stand there any longer so I walked away, to go put my pointe shoes on. I'm just wearing leggings and a black crop top with my hair in a messy bun, my face is bare. So there's no make up at all, I don't want my video to be flashy, I want it to be just about the music and dance , some of what the guys and I filmed today is also going to be in the video. It's going to cut out sometimes to me just singing, but if it doesn't look good it obviously won't be in it.

"Hey Tay"

"You okay, your really pale"

"I really just don't want Eli here, I can't dance when his here"

"You need to take what your feeling and use that emotion in our dance. Pretend it's just us, like it's been in practice, focus on me and the moves ."

"It's just you and me" I wrap my arms around his waist as he kisses my forehead.

We walk into the dance studio get in place as Corbyn gets ready to film, music starts playing and I can already feel my heart beating faster and my palms sweat. I can feel elis eyes glued to me, but I try to only thinks it's Tay and I , when he walks over to me as i look down to him as he lifts my chin. It's just us and everyone just fades away slowly, we start dancing as one, both getting lost not caring who's watching, or what they think . When we finish dancng just standing in the middle of the room just like the start, but our foreheads pressed together but I start backing away, letting go and I fade away. Once the music stops and Corbyns done filming I jump into Taylor's arms, celebrating that we did it.

"See you could do it, I'm proud of you B" he hugs me tighter.

"Thank you for believing in me, without you I would have sat in the corner crying" I kiss his cheek.

"I'll do anything for you "