Everything She Was (Sequel to After everything We've Been Through )

Something New

Taylor and I walk into the dance studio sit down and get ready. His heard the song, he was speechless, all he did was hug me, I'm just wearing leggings and a sports bra with my hair in a messy bun. I put my pointe shoes on and warm up as does Taylor, the only time I've ever danced with a partner is four years ago for a small competition and the boy was a terrible dancer. When I stand next to Tyler I'm about at his lips, so basically I'm a short ass compared to him but Taylor was the boy I danced with when I was ten and his not a terrible dancer anymore, his not to bad on the eyes either. No I haven't spoken to Eli I know your asking and thinking I moved in to quickly when I haven't.

"Ready to go?"

"Yeah, so I was thinking if I start just standing there walking around looking lost but you come along. Lift up my chin "

"Yeah we can stand there looking at each other when it says "fall to leading us astray " you can fall into my arms and will go into a lift"

"I like that, do you wanna start from there and will figure out the rest as we go"

I stand in the middle of the room, lost , confused with a heavy chest, I place my right leg infront of me trying to take a step forward but end up going backwards. Taylor walks towards me, holding my hand and lifting my chin, forcing me to look into his eyes, once the part about fall comes I try walking away but he pulls me back as I fall, but stops so we can work out the lift.

"What if we do an airplane?"

"Let's try"

I'm already standing infront of him from where I fell into his arms as I stand up I can't see him anymore obviously. He places his hand near my waist as I jump when he lifts me up onto his shoulder, so I'm on I tummy with my legs out stright as well as my arms. When I want to be put down I flip forwards and he helps me back to the floor. When we are near the end of the song (not gonna write out the whole dance cause I'm lazy as fuck ) we stand there looking at eachother like the start. But with our foreheads together and his arms are around me in editing I'll fade away. When I look into his eyes, I get lost and I'm not sure what I'm doing but I raise my head and press my lips to his, kissing him.

"Sorry" I look away

"Don't be, I felt it to, come here" he says as I started walking away but he placed his hand half on my face and the other rested on my neck, his other on my waist as he reconnects our lips once more. Am I a bad person for kissing Taylor ?, I mean Eli moved on, I'm not fully moved on but what's wrong with trying. But I'm probably foolish to think this'll happen again, his a year older, why would he date a 15 year old.

"This can't happen again Tay"

"Why not B"

"Because your older and why would you like a 15 year old and I don't want to get my heart broken again, having the fear of being cheated on again I don't want that . I'm also messed up, could you handle my fucked up life and me crying into your lap almost every night.

"If anything we're to happen with us, I wouldn't hurt you, your to perfect to screw up and your age doesn't matter to me Lawson. You act a lot older then what you are, I wouldn't be ashamed and my life's fucked up to, you could cry into my lap and be a mess, I would still think your beautiful " his words felt true and like they had meaning unlike when Eli said these same words.

"I've only kissed one girl Bailey and that was you" he continues

Taylor isn't the type of person who you would think he hadn't had his first kiss, you would thinks his had his few hundred, his a gorgeous human being , tall, fit. His eyes are between a blueish,green but with a little grey, there unique like him, his hair isn't long but isn't short it's a nice length and frames his face really well with his sharp jawline. His got a mix of natural blonde and light brown highlights with his natural dark brown hair.

"Are you lying to make me feel better ?"

"Nope"

"Every word I mean "

Time jump

Over the next couple of days Taylor would come over to practice and we would hang out afterwards but right now, I'm over his shoulder being spawn around as well of the both of us screaming. When he puts me down I kinda trip taking him down with me, so his above me, holding his weight up with his arm. Our faces are close and I can't help but look at his lips, feeling the urge to kiss them, I place my hand on his cheek and place a tender kiss, he doesn't kiss back at first but when he realised he kisses me back passionately. The kiss last for about ten seconds that's it, he helped me up from the floor and asked if I wanted fro yo or star bucks. Being the basic person I am, I wanted star bucks, my double chocolate chip frappe with cream. he just got coffee, his more basic then I am.

"When's your project due ?"

"5 days, so we shoot tomorrow and then I'll edit it, Miss would like me to come in, does she not understand the term home schooling "

"I reckon you should, see everyone's faces when they see your work. I'll come in with you"

"It's not good and I don't want to see Eli or Ayla, Emma or anyone from that school. Miss woods can do it without me"

"One never doubt your work it's amazing and secondly who gives a fuck about them, thirdly I go to that school. But I'm serious not just as a singer but as a dancer your talented, you could be top of the class in year ten"

"Not really but thank you "

He walks me home and we hug goodbye as I realise my song is playing as I hear all the boys singing it.

How is it easier to breath,
When I drownin in my sleep?
How is it easier to breath,

Now that you're giving up on me?

Thoughts leading us astray
We're out of air, left with no words to say.
Breathing life into my lungs, or suffocate me and bury me while we're young.

How is it easier to breath,
When I drownin in my sleep?
How is it easier to breath,
Now that you're giving up on me?

Indeep... I'm coming up for air,
Ineed of release be my atmosphere
So breath the life into these lungs,
Or suffocate me the lights are on but I'm not coming home.

How is it easier to breath,
When I drownin in my sleep?
How is it easier to breath,
Now that you're giving up on me?

How is it easier to breath,
When I drownin in my sleep?
How is it easier to breath,
Now that you're letting go of me?

"You guys sounded really good, can't tell you haven't sang together in awhile. Harmonies and all"

"Hope you don't mind I showed them your song"

"Not at all, you guys gave me an idea, you could sing back up when I record properly if you want to, one time why don't we reunion."

"I'm in " they all say in unison.