Everything She Was (Sequel to After everything We've Been Through )

Goodbye Taylor, Hello Australia

"What's wrong?"

"I get asked that question a lot"

" maybe because you  look as if something is wrong"

"Performing my own song on stage infront of millions, there should be something I can do to make my song better."

"Bea Miller said your song was perfect, so it is. Don't worry"

" I'm going for a walk"

I walk down random streets coming to a flower store, looking at roses.

"A pretty flower, for a pretty girl"

" where'd you get that from, tumblr?"

" can't your boyfriend do something nice for you "

"Taylor" I turn around and hug him.

"I came to talk to you"

"Okay your scaring me"

"I'm not breaking up with you, it's about my family"

"What about them"

"We're moving to Australia for my mums dance career"

"That's on the other side of the world, when are you leaving "

"Two day's from now"

"you may as well be breaking up with me"

"My parents said I could stay, they will pay for everything "

"Your going, be with your family, don't  stay for  me"

"I don't want to go"

"Australia's great, See the world Tay don't let me be the one to hold you back" (such a clique I know but I'm out of ideas, please send help😂).

"I love you"

"Don't say that" a tear rolls down my cheek, Taylor wiping it away with his thumb.

"Say it"

"I love you too"

I never thought, I would have to say goodbye to Taylor, I never thought I would be 15  and already had two boyfriends. This will be there a big chapter of his life, I just won't be apart  of it.

"Are you atleast staying for your last  two days, with me"
He lifts up  his hand, with a bag in hand.

"I wouldn't spend the last two days with anyone else then you and also please make up with your parents"

" I don't want to go home to fighting Taylor, I'm sick of being in the middle  of their shit. I don't care of Eli says there better, for now there done but give them a month and shit will start again. "

"I'm just saying do you really want to be fighting with yours parents for the rest of your life."

"I'll think about it" 

We walk back to the hotel, hope seeing the two of us as she walks down the hall. Going off to rehearsal, when we get into my room he kisses me softly. We dit on the couch and talk more about Australia.

"Where are living "

"Melbourne, Mum says I'll like it there, school will be completely different though "

"It's not the only thing that will be different Taylor, your whole life will be different and our relationship "

" will make it work, and I can come visit, you can "

" on the other half of the world, I don't want you to go but I already told you that you should go. If I knew you were moving a month ago, I wouldn't have entered the show And spent more time with you. "

"We can do long distance, nothing will change, no breaking up"

"My mum couldn't even handle having a boyfriend, she was only moving to New York. Your moving to Australia and we're gonna try"

"When you win the show, go on your world tour, stay with and I'll show you around Melbourne "

" your gonna miss out on prom, your gonna miss out on alot of things."

I move away from him, sitting on my bed with my knees up  wrapped in my arms,I know I told him to go, but I don't want him to, I lost one boyfriend I don't want to lose another. I can't lose anymore people, if I could push Taylor away I would, but I love him to much to. He sits next to me, sitting in silence, Hope walking through the door, but  turning right back once she sees us and how we are. Not before mouthing talk to me later. I just node my head in response, I ended up falling asleep, in the awkward filled silence

To the lack of sleep and stress, also found on the right side of his body, we found  a tuma on his lung. It's been there for awhile, it's stage four lung cancer. My heart shattered inside my chest, I can't my dad, I can't lose him.

"Bailey he died, you have to be okay with that "

"I will never be okay with that !!!!"

"I've moved on so should you "

"Your a horrible mother " I walk away.

"Your a bitch Bailey find somewhere else to live "

I'm walking down a dark hall, everything so unclear my mind completely empty intill I see Taylor. He walks up to me slapping me across the face, laughing at me, stabbing me and walking away. No one to help or no one who cared.
 
I shoot up out of my bed, breathing heavily. It was just a dream I calm myself down. Like every dream I don't know where all that came from but I'm glad it's not my reality.