Everything She Was (Sequel to After everything We've Been Through )

Eyes

Jack's POV

Holding her in my arms feels good, but there are so many unanswered questions and so many unknowns. I can't say for certain if she wants to be here, or if I really want her to stay, it sounds bad but it's the truth. As much as I would love to believe that things will be the same, they won't and we won't be able to get that back, she did what she did for a reason. It get away from me, what if she does it all over again but this time she doesn't come back, Blue will have no one. As much as I love her, I'm prepared to lose her again, you know the saying if you love something set it free if it comes back it was meant to be. I'm not going to get in the way of her decision. If she leaves, she leaves, I'll except that even though the love I have for her takes over my intire body. But I'm not going to stand in her way. This isn't about me, I won't deny just laying beside her, looking into her gorgeous blue eyes, doesn't make me melt into a thousand pieces. We don't have to talk to know what's going on, she's outlined my face and held my cheek a hundred times. You can see guilt and sadness in Bella's eyes but there's also love and passion. I don't remember her eyes being so beautiful maybe because I missed looking in them and getting lost. At times when we would fight, our way of solving it was just lay beside each other Starring into each other's eyes. Everything would be okay afterwards, weird I know but it worked.

Bella's POV.

His eyes, the chocolate brown mess that is his eyes, the one thing I would get completely lost in. One of the many features I loved about him, even though we would fight a lot of the time, all I wanted to do was to be wrapped in his arms. I know he won't stand in my way and nor will Bailey, the only person in the way is me and I'm the only one who can make the decision, no one can make it for me and I've made it, I don't need a couple of days I only need one because I've had six years to know what the right decision is and that's to leave.

(Jk )

I'm choosing to stay, start things over and keep looking into those chocolate brown eyes.

Hey guys, how much did you just hate me for the last bit. I'm sorry but I had to, 😂 haven't talked to you guys in awhile, I'm sorry for that. I'll let you know something In my plan for the story, Bella was never suppose to come back. She was alive but didn't come back and jack ran into her one day, but Bella told him not to tell anyone and this would have ended with Jack telling Bailey, her mum is alive and that would be the end of the series. But I changed my mind because I missed Jella a lot and I know you guys did to, so Bella coming back is for you guys.

You all say I'm a talented writer and I'm gifted but honestly I'm not, and I believe I don't deserve anything of the compliments you give me. I don't deserve any of it so thank you for noticing me.

I'm just a normal 15 year old with no life, here's a secret write with what you know, feelings, stories, that's what would make an amazing story. Also if you want me to do another q&a let me know cause I really want to do one. Also double update, been updating a lot this week, might be another later also so be on look out. Have an amazing day if you weren't already and intill next time , bye

For now love you all ❤❤