Thoughts ~ RM X Reader

Chapter six

Lights fill up the arena. It's mostly red. It's accurate for the cypher to be honest. It's a song that speaks to people in a bad way so red is the best colour.

As usual the bass kicks in and every one screams. I've heard this live multiple times but this feels different. Namjoon, Hoseok and Yoongi rise from the floor. They look amazing, their wearing some sort of velvet jackets. All fitting their looks. It's amazing.

Namjoon starts his part, everyone around me is screaming.
I just stare at him, the way he moves, the way he raps and everything else.
I start to get more hyped when the chorus comes on. It's like a reflex almost.

Hoseok starts rapping, very impressively to be totally honest. He looks right in his zone with Namjoon and Yoongi supporting him.

I make eyes contact with him and we smile at each other. I look over at holly who's going ham. It's always been her favourite, she loves the raps and the dances and the immense atmosphere.
Hoseok stops and the chorus comes back on.

I start to feel the hair on my arms stand up.
Yoongis part is coming. I look over at him and smile. He starts rapping and the crowd goes wild. It's breathtaking.
He picks up a bottle of water as his parts finishes and takes a sip.
The chorus picks up and he throws the water over he crowd.

Litterally soaking me.

I scream and jump until I'm litterally breatheless.
I look at Holly who's clutching a water bottle in awe.
"Did you get the bottle" I scream over the fans and the music.
"Yes holy fuck" she screams back.
We laugh and cary on with the music until right at the end.

Blood sweat and tears come on and the crowd flips. It's almost like a riot. The whole crowd screaming and waving there bangtan bombs. Bangtan dancing looking stunning and me in the middle of this watching my bestfriends sing and dance there heart out. The music stops and the boys run of stage.

There not going to start doing the solos.
Please lord have mercy please do the solos.

The start of lie starts and I scream ripping my throat so bad.
The whole way through I'm screaming at the shear beauty.
I'm gonna have to tell Jimin how amazing he looked when preforming.
The others do there preformances until awake starts playing.
I don't scream.
I look at my bestfriend up there singing the song he struggled writing for so long.

The song that means so much to him and me. I start to cry slightly watching him preform.
I'm so proud of him, he's tried so hard and he's finally made it.
I wipe the stray tear and cheer once he stops. He looks over the crowd and glances at me briefly.
I wave my arms frantically trying to get his attention.
I don't think he noticed me.

-knj-

"Namjoon it's your turn," our manager says motioning me to go to the stage, "Stand on the platform and it'll lift you up infront of the mic like we practiced"

I step on it and start to move up towards the sound of screaming fans.
I move forward slightly once the platform has stopped moving.
I start my solo, only looking to the crowd occasionally.

I look around the front section until I meet Y/N eyes.
I smile and push my hair back- trying to show off. I've always loved how she watches me preform, even if she's mad at me she watches closely following my every movement.
When I'm preforming and she's there it's like a intimate show. I can only look at her and her at me. As if she's the only one in the crowd.
It's a simple performance, but all the songs we've been singing do mean a fuck ton to us.
At the end I get lowered back down and I walk to the changing room to get changed for the final song.

"You did well" Jin says smiling, "Did you see Y/N" he asks raising his eyebrows.
"Yes I did, I'm still looking forward to seeing her later"
"Has Yoongi told you what I'm doing" he says laughing.

"Yes," I say laughing back at him, "Sounds like a terrible idea but it'll be a laugh"

"I'm sure it'll be fine, anyway I want something to eat, let's go out quickly after we've finished fire" he says smiling.
"Sounds great" I laugh back and walk back to the waiting area.
Even if I do argue with the boys I always can make up with them, I love them more than anyone or anything.
More than any girl.

Apart from her.