Thoughts ~ RM X Reader

Chapter thirtyeight

You're like the whole world to me
Hug me harder and more painfully

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"Jimin," I say finally walking back into the lounge where all the boys ate eating their breakfast,, "I think we need to have a serious talk"

He looks at me and nods before standing up and following me to my room.
I sit down on my bed and sigh loudly.

"Namjoon, I'm so sorry for hit-"
"Don't worry about it, it was my fault, just hear me out for a moment" I say laughing slightly.
He looks up at me and nods before looking at the ground solemly.

"Y/N is moving out" I say quickly.
He looks up at me shocked before blinking furiously, "What? Why what's happened?"
"I made her choose, it was either she moves out or she chooses between me and you" I say carmly.

Jimin laughs slightly, almost in disbelief.
"You're kidding right?" He says smiling.
"I told her I could sort her out a room somewhere or she could go back to her country, or she coud choose me or you," I pause and look at him, "She didn't want to choose, thats why she went out with Jin last night"
"I really don't believe you wanted her to go Namjoon" He says shaking his head and smiling obnoxiously.

"It's not that I wanted her to go, the groups more important than that" I say lying, I know that I didn't want her to go, I just can't bare seeing them together.
"Really? You think so? She really liked you Namjoon, you're such an idiot" He says sighing and looking at the ceiling.

"How do you know she liked me?" I say curiously.
He looks at me and smiles, "I asked her to be my girlfriend before you made her leave, she asked me to talk to her about everything thing that's happened between me and her, so I asked her out, but she practically ran off saying she had to check on you, it's either she likes you or she's really stubborn" He says sighing.
She likes me? Did she choose me over Jimin?
"I'm sure she was just flustered, you've done so much more with he-"

"I could have a child with her and it wouldn't make one difference who she truly likes, but that doesn't mean I'm giving in just yet" He says before standing up, "The fact you decided to kick her out just gives me a headstart" He says before smiling mischeviously and walking out the room.

I'm honestly making the worst decisions recently.

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"Hey, Minhyun why is there a forgein girl asleep on our couch" I hear someone shout besides me.

I open my eyes slowly before rubbing my face. What time is it?
I sit up slightly and look around the room, I meet eyes with a boy sitting on the kitchen counter and smile sleepily at him.
"Minhyun get up already, I don't speak English" The boy shouts again looking at me wearily.
"Shh- Jin and Wonwoo are still asleep" I say pointing at the two boys on the floor.

"You speak Korean? Sorry I didn't th-"
"You're awake Y/N?" Daehwi says interupting the boy and practically skipping into the lounge and over to me.

I sit up properly and move the blanket for him to sit down, "Did you sleep well?" I say as he sits down next to me.
"Very well thank you" He says smiling widely.

"Daehwi aren't you going to introduce me?" The boy says walking over to us and standing at the end of Jin and Wonwoos sleeping mats, "Can I wake them up? It's not the best place to sleep"
I kick Jin and he wakes up suddenly.
"What is it" He says sitting up.
"Wake Wonwoo up, I don't actually know him that well" I say pointing at the sleeping man.
Jin sighs and nudges him until he eventually wakes up.
"What is it?" Wonwoo was asking the same question as Jin.
"Wake up time sleepy" Daehwi says cutely.
Jin groans and reaches for his phone.
He rolls his eyes before looking at me.
"You might want to check your phone" He says standing up.
"Why?" I say curiously.
"Apparently Namjoon is having a nervous breakdown and is refusing to tell anyone what's wrong, Yoongi says he's been trying to call you for about an hour" Jin says stretching his arms.
I reach for my purse and pull out my phone.
"That sounds stressful, is it because of the group?" Daehwi says curiously.
I turn on my phone and wait for it to load.
"No, like I said it's like living with hormonal teenagers Sweetie" I say poking his nose.
My phone turns on and I receive like 100 messages.