Thoughts ~ RM X Reader

EPILOGUE 3/3

"Namjoon" I say nervously.
"Yeah?" He says not taking his eyes off his computer.

It's going to stay this way if I don't say something.

"I need to talk to you, can you stop working for a minuite" I say crossing my legs, he hums in agreence but carried on typing. I sigh and look aat the ceiling, I don't understand how he could make this studio so ryan-afied.

We've only been here 4 months and  everythings already covered in toys, not all ryan but that's obviously the faviourite.
I know work is important, but he's being a bit of an ass.

"Yah Namjoon" I say loudly, causing him to jump slightly.
"How long have you been sitting there?" He says supprised at my presence.

"I just talked to you" wow, he wasn't even awar- I'm not supprised anymore.
"Oh" He says before lauging slightly.
"We need to talk" i say seriously.

"Whats up?" He says stretching his arms, "I'm so achy and tired" He says complaining.
I'm not supprised he's achy- he's been sitting down the whole day working

"I'm going to go stay at my old house in Busan for a few weeks" I say confidently.
"Why? Does work want you in earlier?" He says smiling at me innocently.

"No, I- I think we need a break away from eachother" I say half heartedly.

He furrows his eyebrows and tilts his head at me, "Why? Have I done something wrong?"
"No" I say quickly, instantly regretting it, "Actually kinda" I say correcting myself.

"I'm sorry, what is it? I can fix it" He says starting to lose his happy attitude.
"I just think that I need some time to think about everything" I say still keeping up my strong front, "It's probally best for the both of us" I say softly.

"No" He says looking at the ground, "It's whats best for you- but as long as your happy I'm happy, okay?" He says quietly.

"Namjoon" I say reflecting his emotions.
Maybe this wasn't a good idea.

"Y/N, we've been together for 2 years now- why are you just suddenly deciding this isn't a good idea for you to stay in this relationship?" He says sighing.

"I'm not saying that" I say quietly.

"You are"

"I- I dont't know Namjoon" I say avoiding his intense stare.
"Why Y/N, what have I done so wrong? I just proposed to you 3 months ago-we're supposed to be getting married, we're supposed to be starting a family Y/N"

"Namjoon I don't want to argue" I say sighing.
"I'm not arguing with you, I'm asking you a perfectly reasonable question. Now are you going to answer or not? Because if you aren't just go, I have work to do" He says impatiently.

I keep quiet and he rolls his eyes before starting to do his work again.

This boy.

"I just want things to go back to how things used to be Namjoon" I say getting fed up.
"What do you mean?" He says not looking away from the screen.

"I mean this, I know you don't have to work this hard- Yoongi doesn't ever work as much as you, and he works himself stupid. All you ever do is work until like 3am and then come to bed and wake me up in the process- then you get mad with me when I tell you to stop making such a racket. I liked it when you worked a normal amount of fucking hours like the rest of the world- or at least not after 10pm. I feel like I'm in a relationship with someone who's having an affair with their job" I say rasing my voice slightly.

He stops typing and looks at me with a judgemental expression.
"That's stupid" He says scoffing.
"How?"

"Most girls would be happy that their dating a member of Bangtan, they wouldn't complain about me working- they'd just put up with it" He says shrugging.

I drop my mouth slightly. what the fuck.

His expression also changes to panicked as if he just realised what he said.
"Not to be rude Namjoon but you haven't actually had any experience dating other girls whilst you've been in Bangtan- also if that's how you think I should be acting then I'll just fucking leave" I snap at him.

"I didn't me-"

"No I haven't finsished," I say putting a finger up at him, "If I remember correctly, and I am remembering correct, I was the one who was dating when you guys started getting really famous- and as well as that, who was it I was dating? I mean I know it was only for a short amount of time but if I remember correctly, and I am remembering correctly, it was Jimin I dated. Now correct me if I'm wrong- but isn't he like one of the other members of BTS?" I say pretending to be supprised at my own comments.

I look at him angrily and he sighs.
"Don't go Y/N" He says quietly.

"Namjoon, it's over for us.

It has been for a long time now"

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Author notice thing~

Boi
Welp,
As I was saying I've kinda just ruined the whole happy ever after feel to the last few chapters before this.
This is the end of this book, no more chapters bc they've broken up.

I might have a sequel ready on the downlow though,
Not that any one would want that anyway ;)))