Thoughts ~ RM X Reader

Chapter fourty one

Taehyung 🚶
- Shes back

Joon🏃
- Who?
-Tae??

Taehyung 🚶
- Who do you think? I wouldn't text you about anybody else.

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"Whats wrong?" Jin says looking at my now cracked phone lying on the dance room floor.
"Y/N" I choke out quietly.
"What?" Jin says confused.
"Sh-shes back Jin" I say looking into his eyes.
His mouth drops slightly before closing quickly.

"We should probally get back to practising" He says before turning around and walking over to the speaker system.
"No- we should go back to the flat" I say quickly picking up my phone and  walking over to him.
"We don't have time right now, she'll still be there when we're finished" He says solemnly.

"We haven't seen here in a year Jin, we should go and meet her" I say putting my hand on his shoulder.
He sighs loudly and turns around to face me.

"I don't want to- I don't want to have to say goodbye to her again Namjoon" he says looking at me weakly.
I blink a few time before taking a deep breath.

"Come on Jin, lets go see her" I say confidently.
"No Namjoon- we have to practise, we're going on tour in like 2 weeks we don't have time to to cut out practise" he says angrily.

"I'm going to her, I'll see you when you get back" I say ignoring him before walking out of the dance room.

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"So where have you been all this time?" Hoseok says curiously.
"I've been living in Busan" I say simply.
"You weren't even that far- what have you been doing that was more important than us? He says smiling curiously.
"I've just been working" I say shrugging.

"Oh"

"I'm sorry about Yoongi- I didnt think he'd be so, well drunk" Jungkook says smiling weakly.
"It's not your fault Kookie" I say smiling at him.

"I don't think Jimin or Yoongi are going to be out of there rooms any time soon- they're probably a little shocked" Taehyung says sighing.
I smile weakly and look at the floor.
"They'll be out soon" I say quietly.

"Speaking Of Yoongi, I'll go and check on him" Hoseok says standing up and walking out of the front room.
"I told Namjoon to come home, he should be here any minute now" Taehyung says putting his phone down.
Namjoon.
"You nervous?" Taehyung says raising his eyebrows at me.
Yes.
"No, I'm glad to see him again though" I lie, flashing him a forced smile.
"Oh, well I think he's nervous to see you" he says calmly.

We sit for another ten minuites before Hoseok returns with a bright smile.
"He's asleep, he'll be fine when he wakes up" He say sighing.
"He'll have one hell of a hang over, but he deserves it" Jungkook says quietly.

I hear someone at the door and look at it hopefully.
It stops for a second but then the door bursts open.

Namjoon comes running inside and stops abruptly.
He stands there almost panting, just staring at me.

"Y/N" He says breathlessly.
I stand up quickly and stare back at him.

"You took your time getting here" I say sarcastically.
"You took a year" He says back quickly.

I rush up to him and hug him tightly, he takes a second but hugs me back two times harder.

"I missed you, you stupid idiot" He says into my ear.
"I miss-"

"Hyung" Jimin says loudly from the hallway, interrupting me.
Namjoon lets go of me quickly and looks at Jimin supprised.

Wow priorities.

"This is yours" He says holding out a crumpled piece of paper.
I drop my mouth slightly and look at hin..
His face is wet and blotchy, his hair is is completetly messed up. Oh jimin.

"What is it?" Namjoon says putting one of his hands on my shoulder.
"Come and look" Jimin says croakily.

He hesitiates but walks up to him and takes the paper, he looks at me before reading it.
"Jimin" I say quietly, he looks at me and wipes his eye again before shaking his head slowly.

Namjoon takes a deep breath and scrunches up the paper before looking at me.

"If you really felt like that- why did you leave?"