Thoughts ~ RM X Reader

Chapter fourty seven

My eyes open and I look at Namjoon who's sleeping infront of me.
I move slightly but feel arms hugging me protectively. His eyes twitch open and he smiles at me tiredly.

"Morning" He says croakily.
I hum in response and smile back at him.
"Thank you" I say quietly.
"For what?"
"For cheering me up last night- And making sure that I got home safely" I says taking a deep breath.

"It's ok, I think that we both needed that- that you too" He says smiling softly, "When we do it again though, I won't go as easy on you"
"When we do it again?" I say raising my eyebrow.
"Yeah, I mean that's what couples do"
"Couples?"
"Yeah, me and you- Y/N and Namjoon, the power couple of the year" he says before smiling at me cheesily.
I go to say something but he stops me by kissing my lips gently.
I close my eyes and kiss him back, moving my arms around his neck.

I pull away from him slightly and smirk.
"A couple- I'm ok with that" I say nodding.
"Really?" He says supprised.
"Yeah"

"Do you want to go on a date then?"

"Now?"
"Well actually you need to go to Bang PD, I'm not sure how long you can put it off"
"I want to sleep today"
"You can't just sleep Y/N"
"I'm still grieving Namjoon, I'm not just going to get over this that quickly" I say pulling the duvet over my shoulders.

"I'm sorry Y/N" he says wrapping his arm around me and pulling me into his bare chest.
I close my eyes and sigh shakily.
I don't deserve this.

~

"Y/N, the boys are coming over" Namjoon says sitting on the bed next to me and stroking my hair.
"Why?" I say sleepily.
"Jin told them what happened, they want to come and make sure you're ok" he says leaning down and kissing my cheek.

"All of them?"
"Yeah, even Jimin is coming" he says stroking me hair again.
"What about Yoongi?"
"He didn't mention him- but I assume he is"
"I need to tidy" I say sitting up quickly.

"I'll do that, just sleep for now- I'll wake you up when they arrive" he says holding my shoulders and pushing me back down onto the bed.
I sigh and roll over and hug the pillow he was lying on. I hear him leave the room and shut the door quietly behind him.
"I wish you were here with me Hollie" I say letting another tear escape from my eye.

-

I can't believe this has happened.
On the day she came back as well.
Maybe I should've look at the letters when they arrived? Maybe I could've stopped Hollie myself.

I sigh and flop onto the couch before pulling out my phone.

Bang PD
Is she not coming today? I have a few meetings I need to get done so I can't fit her in after 3pm today.

RM
She might not be able to come this week, she's had some bad news and needs some time away from the world.

I press send reluctantly and lean back on the sofa.
Why does this shit keep happening?
I stand up and walk over to the kitchen and look at all the dirty dishes sitting in the sink.
This isn't like Y/N.

I clean the dishes and walk to the bathroom and open the door, towels scatter the floor and the laundry basket it totally full.
It's like I'm back at the dorm.

After putting everything away and doing the laundry I walk back into   Y/Ns room and fall onto the bed next to her.
Her eyes flutter open and I smile at her. Her teary eyes glimmer in the sunlight slipping in between the curtains
"You ready to get up now?" I say putting my hand on her face and using my thumb to wipe away the stray tear.

She nods and sits up slowly, I here my phone ringing in the front room and run to it.

"Hello?" I say answering the call.
"Hey, we're nearly at the flat" Taehyung says down the phone.
"How long do you think you'll be?" I say stretching my arms.

"Jungkook how long until we get there?- yes I need to know, just tell me- Yah Jungkook I swear to go- oh well be about a minute" he says sighing.
"Ok- I'll leave the door unlocked you can let yourself in" I say smiling to myself.
"Ok, see you in a bit-"

"Wait- is Yoongi with you?" I say quickly.
"Yeah, he's sitting right next to me"
"Can you tell him if he upsets Y/N I'll kill him, I'm serious this time- I'll actually beat the crap out of him" I say calmly.

"You're on loudspeaker"

"We're just pulling in" I here someone say in the background.
"Ok- bye" I say putting my phone down and chucking it on the couch.
I walk back to her room and swing the door open to her getting changed into a different tshirt.
My eyes quickly travel down to her chest and I smirk slightly.

"Knock next time Joonie" she says bending down to pick up another tshirt. She gives it a glance and frowns before throwing it to the other side of the room.
"There's some more clothes hung up on the drying rack" I say pointing over my shoulder.
She sighs and walks past me and into the laundry room.
I look through the door and look as she takes a tshirt and walks back into the lounge before stretching her arms and yawning.

"Y/N" I say walking up to her and wrapping my arms around her from behind her back.
"Yeah?"
"You're so pretty" I say kissing her cheek.
She turns around and wraps her arms around my neck.
"You're not too bad yourself" she says coming closer to my face.
My arms wrap around her waist and I pull her body into mine.

Her lips connect with mine and I feel her body relax in my arms. She starts to deepen the kiss and I loose thought of everything else.
Her smell engulfs me and I breath it in happily, I start to feel her body against my crotch and look down to face a growing boner. She follows my eyes and smiles before kissing me again.
I can't believe I waited 5 years for this moment.

"We're here Namjoo- oh crap that's hot" I hear someone say from behind us.
I quickly move and push Y/N behind my back to protect her.
"Should we come back?" Jin says looking at me with a raised eyebrow.

"It's ok- I didn't realise you guys were already here" Y/N says stepping out from behind me and turning her tshirt back from inside out.
I look at her exposed skin and then back at the boys who are all shamelessly checking her out.
"Yah Y/N, people have bedrooms for a reason" I say stepping infront of her again.

She puts her tshirt on before walking past me to the kitchen.
I look at the guys and smile weakly, "are you going to come in or not?"