Thoughts ~ RM X Reader

Chapter fourty three

Hella short chapter bc I cba
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The door opens and everyone's eyes shoot to it.
Jin storms in and looks at me before continuing to his room, totally ignoring me.

That went well.

"Oh crap" Hoseok says nervously.
"That was- wow, he didn't even say hi to you" Taehyung says in shock.
"I'm not supprised- he's been a total mess since she left, he's probably still shaken up" Jungkook says shaking his head slightly.

"Go talk to him" Namjoon says looking down the hallway.
I look up at him and smile.
"Just what I was thinking" I say standing up.
I hurry down the hallway and knock on Jins door.

No answer

I guess I'm just coming in then.

I open the door and slip inside.
Jin looks at me before looking back at his phone.
"Stop ignoring me" I say crossing my arms.
He rolls his eyes and I scoff at his display of annoyance.

I look over at Yoongis side of the room and smile.
I walk over to the divider and lean on it facing him, he's sprawled out across his bed with his blanket folded over his waist.
I step over to him and pull it over his arms
"Can't have you getting ill on the day I come back" I say moving the hair from his face.

"Y/N" Jin says finally.
I turn around suddenly and walk back around the divider.

"You're back"
"Yeah- I miss-"
"When are you going again?"
I blink a few times before dropping my mouth slightly.
"You want me to go?"
"Kinda"
"Why?" I say quietly.
"You left for a year, you'll leave again and you'll hurt everyone again- I don't want the boys to be hurt"

"Jin" I say weakly.
"You leaving nearly ripped the whole group apart, Namjoon had no motivation to do anything for months- you even turned Yoongi into a fucking alcoholic" he curses. I wince at his language and look at the ground.
"Jin I'm sorry- I'm back now, I'm not leaving like that again" I say quietly.
"Y/N, I really missed you- I've been feeling like I could die the last year, you've been there for us the whole time when we deubted, you were like my sister. It hurt not being able to just call you when I woke up or text you when I felt down, I wanted to come and visit you but I didn't want to see you- at the same time that's all I wanted, strange right? When you left it was like you died, we got cursed out for even mentioning you, I'm glad your here safe but I can't say I'm happy you're back" he says shaking his head.

I sigh and walk towards him before sitting on the bed and hugging him tightly.
"I'm not leaving either way- I love you Jin, I'm not leaving again" I say into his ear.
He stays still at first but hugs me back just as tightly after a while.

"I've been such a mess since you left" he says starting to get emotional.
"I know, I know- I'm back now, I'm here for you" I say rubbing his back.
He starts to cry into my shoulder, I hold him tightly until her stops.
He sits up and looks me in the eye before smiling weakly.
"Do you want to go back to the front room?" I say raising an eyebrow at him.
He nods and I stand up and extend my hand for him to hold. He grabs it and we walk out of the room and back into the front room.