Thoughts ~ RM X Reader

Chapter fifteen

Yo it's been like a week or some shit and I've got 61 views what is this shit.
I'm actually really enjoying writing this book. It's really fun to like word vomit random ideas onto a piece of paper and then make it into a kinda organised story.
I also noticed I'm getting carried away with the Jimin side of this story, but what's a good idol x reader story without a friend mixing in.
Hopefully I will actually try and focus on Namjoons part of the namjoon x readers story lmao

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"So you hooked up with him again? Are you two a thing now?" Namjoon says looking at me weirdly.
"No, he's going back to Korea, I guess it's just a 2 day fling" I say shrugging.
"Wow" he says looking at the floor.
"Wow what?"
"You really don't hold back" he says almost laughing.
"What does that mean?" I say quietly.
"I mean you barely know him and you've already fucked him twice"

"Namjoon, are you mad at me?" I say questioning him.
"Yes I kinda am" he says looking at me seriously.
I pause for a second and think. Why is he mad at me, I'm an adult I can do what I want.
"Why though, I don't get mad if you see other girls, it's my life" I say pretending not to be mad. If I get mad at him he'll get even more annoyed and we'd end up in a screaming battle. I really don't fancy that.
"I haven't slept with all of the girls I've been on dates with, and I've never slept with one of your bestfriends" I say equally as calmly.
"I don't want to argue with you namjoon" I say standing up and walking to my room.
I just don't want to talk to him right now, I think in the morning once he's slept and sobered up slightly.

I know it doesn't seem like a big deal to her, but it's not like she's just shared a drink with him. I know the first time she was drunk, I understand that. But the last time, which was litterally earlier today, she was completely sober.
Maybe she has legitimate feelings for him.
I doubt it, it's just probably lust.
I doubt she loves him, she can't love him. They've known eachother well for 2 days, not even that, there's no way on earth she can have legitimate feelings for him.
She's not stupid anyway, she's knows that having sex with someone doesn't necessarily mean they like you.
I mean I've never had sex with her and I lo-
No I like her, she's my bestfriend .
I should probally get my bed sorted.
I walk over to the airing cupboard and  get 2 blankets before walking back to the sofa and using one as a makeshift sheet.
It shouldn't be too uncomfortable, I'm pretty exhausted anyway.
I get changed into my night clothes and lie down on the sofa, covering myself  in the blanket.
I really need to sleep I only have like 4 hours until I need to drive to the airport.
I close my eyes and eventually drift off.

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Ding Ding
Ring Ding
Ding Ding
Ring Ding Dong

I open my eyes slightly and look at the time.
3:20 am, time to get up.
I don't really want to go, it means saying goodbye to the boys for another couple of years.
I promised myself I won't cry but I know I will.
I'll have to say good bye to Jimin.
That's gonna be fucking hard, it's gonna be pretty awkward, but I think I'm gonna be emotional nonetheless.
I'm gonna miss Yoongi and Jin obviously, but I'm used to not seeing them as often. But with Jimin, I've never really cared about not seeing him until now.
I need to get up and make Namjoon some food.
In a minute, he can wait. I pick up my phone and start to play on some games.

Knock knock

"You awake yet?" I hear namjoon say.
"Yeah, you can come in" I say with my morning voice.
He enters with a little Tupperware box and sits on the end of my bed.
"What's that" I say sitting up.
"Your breakfast, we need to leave soon" he says passing me the box, "I'll drive to the airport so just get ready and eat that in the car" he says smiling.
"Ok I'll be out in a second" I say as he gets up and walks to the door.
I quickly jump up and throw on some comfortable clothes before I grab the box and walk out.

"How do you still look so good on 3 hours sleep" I say rubbing my eyes and looking at him.
"I always look good" he says taking a sip of his coffee, "Ok you ready?" He says raising his eyebrows at me.
"Yes sir" I putting my shoes on.
This is going to be one of the longest days so far.

"Lets go then" he says standing up and walking towards the door.
"Are you sure you don't want to go today, you'll be on your own on the way back" I say standing in his way.
"I won't be on my own" he says sweetly before nudging me out the way.
What does that mean? There all going
We walk to my car and namjoon gets in the front seat. I walk around the car slowly. It's still dark, damn BTS and their terrible plane times.
I get in the car and Namjoon starts driving.
"Can I put some music on?" Namjoon says turning out of my carpark.
"Go crazy" I say finally opening my breakfast.
"Can you do it for me" he says passing me his phone.
"What do you want me to put on" I say unlocking his phone.
As usual his phone screen is him and his mother.
"ProMEtheUS, I want to listen to something I'm on so I can show you my rap skills" he says grinning.
I play the song and watch as he raps to the whole song.
It is impressive, I know for I fact I wouldn't be able to do that.
I finally open the box and see chopped up fruit and a miniature jam sandwich. This is cute, it's like a child's meal.

"I know you don't really like eating early so I made you a smaller meal, something healthy" he says beaming.
I smile and start eating the food.
"But I didn't have any food in" I say chewing on a grape.
"I walked down to the 24 hour shop and bought some bits" he says quietly.
"You didn't ha-"
"No I wanted to treat you, I was rude yesterday" he says sighing.
I sigh and continue eating. I'm not going to disagree with him, he was a little rude.
"We'll be there in 10 minutes" he says pulling onto the motorway.