Thoughts ~ RM X Reader

Chapter fourty nine

"We're back" Taehyung says happily as he walks through the front doors
The other follow carrying plastic bags full of food, I look at them in awe. Did they just do my whole weeks shopping for me?

"We got food for today- and some other bits we thought she might need" Jungkook says walking through the lounge and into the kitchen.

I smile at them but stay securely next to Namjoon , hugging his arm tightly.
"So what's happening with you Namjoon? Are you moving in here? Do I get a whole room for myself?" Taehyung says exitedly.

Me and Namjoon look at each other before both sighing.
"I mean if I moved here then I'd have to travel hours every time I had to practice- plus my studio is in Seoul" he says calmly.
"Why don't you two get a flat in Seoul then?" Taehyung says looking at his phone.
"You just want me out of that room" Namjoon says shaking his head.
"Maybe, But it would be nice for you two to live together" he says shooting us a glance.

"I work in Busan, I couldn't move to Seoul and still get to work everyday" I say shaking my head.
"Get a job in Seoul- even better, come work for BigHit" Jungkook says enthusiastically as he walks into the front room and sits on the bean bag.

"I'm not working in the same place as my Namjoon, I'd just get jealous of all the girls touching him" I say quietly, they still all heard.
"You mean the stylists and hair people?" Namjoon says giving me a weird look.
"Yeah" I say quietly.
"Wow" Taehyung says under his breath.

"Taehyung, have you had a girlfriend since you debuted?" I say raising my eyebrow at him.
"Yeah, we broke up though" he sighs.

"Why?"
"Because she thought tha- she thought that I was sleeping with my stylist" he says rolling his eyes.
"Exactly, I don't think we working at bighit would be a good idea for me" I say smiling at him.
"I wouldn't cheat on you Y/N- you know that" Namjoon says kissing my cheek.

"Well actually" I say taking a deep breath, "we've only just started dating, I don't know how you are as a boyfriend" I say patting his thigh.
"What do you mean you don't know what he's like as a boyfriend?" Jungkook says on his behalf.
"It's been 5 hours since we got together" I say rolling my eyes at him.

"But he stayed round last night" Hoseok says as he sits down next to me.
"Nothing happened you pervert" Namjoon says glaring at Hobi.
"Don't give me that look- what was I supposed to assume? A guy staying around a girls house for the night? Then we come in and you're making out topless" Hoseok explains whilst pulling faces as he talks.

"I wasn't topless" Namjoon scoffs.
"No body cares If you're topless or not Namjoon, we see you topless every morning when you have a shower- it's her I was referring too" Hoseok says pointing at me.

"You have no respect for women do you?" I say looking at him disgusted.
His mouth drops slightly and his face turns remorsefull.
"I'm sorry, I thought you were ok with it" He says supprised at my reaction.
"Just stop talking about me like I'm some sort of thing- back home you'd already be beaten up by my boyfriend if he wasn't such a wuss" I say glaring at him.
"Well we aren't back home are we Y/N, were in Korea and Namjoon is a wuss just like you said" Hoseok says rolling his eyes.
I wish I was back home though.

"That's rude" Jin says quietly,
"Don't you like it here?" Taehyung says looking at me closely.
"What?" I say confused.
Did I just say that out loud?
"You said you wished you were back home" Yoongi says laughing at me.
"I didn't mean too" I say quietly.

"We should go out" Namjoon says changing the subject.
"Where too?" Hoseok says cracking his knuckles.
"I don't know- Jimin you know Busan, what's good around here?" Namjoon says looking at the silent boy sitting in the corner.
Jimin looks up and goes to say something before closing his mouth and shrugging.

This probably isn't easy on him.

"Jiminie" I say cutely, he quickly looks up and meets eyes with me, "you must know something around here, what about that cafe we went too before" I say looking st him closely.
"I don't know Y/N, I haven't been to that cafe since we went together- I know a some good clubs but it's too early for that" he finally says.

"You've lived here for a year now Y/N, you must know some good places" Taehyung says smiling at me.
"I haven't really been sightseeing, I've been focusing on work" I say awkwardly.

"There is an aquarium- but its not that great" Jungkook suggests.
"We went there during our tour earlier this year remember?" Hoseok says looking at the other memebers.

"Yah, it's weird to think we were preforming so close to Y/N isnt it?"Taehyung says sighing.

"Not really, I live in a pretty well known city in the country you preform in a lot- it was bound to happen" I say shrugging.

"You should've come to watch" Jungkook says nodding to himself.

"I did"

The boys stay silent and look at me with shocked eyes.

"You did?" Namjoon says breaking the silence.

I nod and play with my fingers awkwardly.
"Why?"
"I missed you guys, I just didn't want to see you face to face"

"I knew I saw you" Jimin says laughing slightly.
"What?" I say turning to him.
"I was looking through the crowd and i swear I saw you, you were looking at your phone so i though I was hallucinating or something so I brushed it off. I would never of guessed it was actually you" He says keeping the supprised expression on his face.
"You didn't mention it" Namjoon says looking at Jimin.
"I wasn't really in a position to be talking about her then, it was only 3 months after she actually left and you were a mess" Jimin says looking at the boy next to me.
"I wasnt that big of a mess" Namjoon says defensively.
"Yeah You were, you kept acting like a teenage boy- always walking around grumpily and slamming doors" Jungkook says calling out Namjoon.

I start to feel a little guilty and look at Namjoons hand that's resting in my shoulder.
I take it and move it into my lap before holding onto it tightly. He looks at me curiously and I smile.

"I'm back now, there's not need to talk about the past"