Thoughts ~ RM X Reader

Chapter sixteen

"They said they'd meet us at the reception bit" Namjoon says parking the car.
"The plane boards in 10 minutes" I say opening the door.
We rush over to the airport and see the boys waiting tiredly on some chairs.

"Y/N!" Yoongi says getting up and throwing his hands in the air.
The boys look at us as I wave.
Namjoon goes over and says Hi to the manager. I walk over to Yoongi and hug him tightly. I say good bye to him before hugging him again.
I see Jin standing patiently next to us, he smiles at me and opens his arms for me to hug him. I walk over to him and wrap my arms around him.
"Ill call you when I'm back in Korea" he  says as he rests his head on my head.
"You need to call me everyday" I say hugging him even closer.

"Say goodbye the other boys" Jin says letting me go.
I nod and walk over to the rest of them.
"Ah it was nice seeing you again" Hoseok says hugging me quickly.
"He's right" Taehyung says smiling at me.
I look at Jungkook and smile.
"See you around trouble maker" I say doing finger guns at him.
He smiles at me a pull out his phone.
"Take a photo with me" He says smiling.
"You sure you won't do anything stupid with it" I say squinting at him.
"No no, just take a photo with me please?" He says cutely.
I nod and walk over to him. He wraps his arm around my waist area and starts to pose.

"That's a little low Jungkook" Jimin says from behind us.
"We're  just taking a photo" Jungkook says before quickly taking the photo.
"Is it my goodbye time yet?" Jimin says as I turn around to him.
"I guess so" I say looking at him.
"Can I have a hug?" He says looking at me sweetly.
I smile at him and walk towards him.
Before I can extend my arms he quickly pulls me in, leaving me awkwardly with my hands against his chest.

"I'll see you soon, we can sort this out" he whispers.
"You won't be back for ages" I say back.
"I promise, you can take my word I'll see you" he says pulling away slightly.
"You swear?" I say sadly.
He leans in and kisses me. My eyes widen and I pull away slightly. He just did that infront of everyone.

"Jimin what if there are fa-"
He kisses me again interrupting me. I close my eyes and put my arms around his neck.
He pauses and looks at me.
"I don't care about the fans, right now I only care about you" He says softly.
"Jimin" His manager says interrupting us.
"Yes Jigae" he says smiling.
"You can't be doing that in public" he says calmly rubbing his neck.
"Sorry" Jimin says letting go of me and standing back.
I stand there solemnly as Jimin apologies to him.

"I want to talk to her anyway" Yoongi says grabbing my hand.
I walk over to talk to Yoongi.
"Why are you so stupid" he says poking my head with every word.
I guess they were watching.
"I'm sorry" I say looking at the floor.
"Listen" he says pulling me into a hug, "I know you like Jimin but please for my sakes, as well as the groups, don't date him"
I pull away and look at him. He's right, I really shouldn't be doing this. It's going to effect the group.
"Ok, I won't" I say smiling.

We talk for some more until there group manager tells them it's time to leave. Me and Namjoon watch as they walk through the gates.
"How long will you guys be gone" I say to Namjoon as they go out of sight.
"Not long, you're coming with us, so it won't matter" he says still looking in there direction.

"What?" I say confused.
What's he rambling on about now.
"I've got you a job in Korea" he says turning to me.
I pause and look at him. He's kidding right.
"What do you mean?" I say looking at him surprised. This is surreal, I don't know whether to be happy or annoyed.
"You said before you wanted to be near us, you've always said that not having any stability was a problem, I've solved that" he says looking proud.
"I can't just leave"
"Why not, it's not like any of your family are in the country anyway" he says confused.
"I have a life here, I'm not like you boys, I have a house and a car"

"You can live with me" he says trying to convince me.
I go to shout at him before realising we're still in an airport.
"I have Holly here, I can't just leave her" I say getting frustrated.
"She will be fine, I need you with me in Korea" he says grabbing my arm.
"I don't know, this is a bit of a surprise" I say looking at him.
"It's not, you can have as long as you want" he says reassuring me.

"This is a big thing Namjoon, I'm going to have to work at this new place in a newish area" I say looking at him sternly.
"I'll look after you" he says smiling.
Is this a good idea? If I move I'll have to remake my life. This isn't just moving town this is moving to a totally different country. I won't even be able to take that much stuff.
Maybe that's a good thing? I have too much stuff and it's not like I'm going blindly. I'll have the people from different cities to tell me where to go if it comes with it.
Maybe I should, it'll be a good experience.
But if I do and it goes wrong what am I supposed to do.