We leave the hotel from the back and head into town. The boys all start to fall naturally into groups as they walk, leaving me walking behind on my own.
"Walk with me" Jimin says joining me.
I smile at him, "So- don't we need to talk" I say quitely.
"If you want too, or we can just leave it until it happens again" he smirks.
"No, we should talk" I reply before rolling my eyes."Ok, I'm really not looking for a relationship right now-I'm really busy with the group and it wouldn't be a good idea since we live in different countries" he says focusing on the road ahead of us.
"You're right, it would be pretty hard because we don't live in the same country- but I don't want to just leave it on a one night stand" I say slightly upset. I look at him, hoping he'll look at me and say something positive.
"I really like you Y/N-but last night I was really drunk," he pauses and looks at me apologetically, "So were you, I don't think that it's a good idea"
I smile and nod. I mean he is right, I was drunk. But I do like him, but I also promised myself no dating the boys.
"That's fine, we'll just forget it" I say nodding.
"No, I don't mean I want to forget it-it's just not the right time, if you were to live even in Japan, I'd try to make it work" he says grabbing my hand."Jimin seriously it's fine" I say pulling my hand away. I may think he's being a bit of a dick right now but I don't want any of his fans or anyone to think I'm dating him. Because he's made it very clear he doesn't want that.
He sighs and we continue walking behind the boys until we see Jungkook hit Taehyungs arm.
"This place looks cool" Jungkook says pointing at a tattoo parlour.
"Jungkook you're not getting tattooed, your mum would kill me" Namjoon laughs.
"Not for me, for Y/N" he says mischievously.
I look at him as he points at me.
"You should get yesterday's date tattooed on you" he says smiling sweetly."Why? Because she saw us preform?" Hoseok says confused.
"That sounds stupid" Jin says rolling his eyes.
"No, it's the date she finally fucked one of the bangtan boys" he says bursting out laughing.
Jimin laughs a bit and I glare at him."What do you mean?" Taehyung says looking at Jungkook.
The members all stare at me and Jimin. I smile weakly and look at the floor.
"It's not a big deal" I say quietly."Jimin you came back to the hotel last night though?" Yoongi says confused.
"No, he came this morning with Y/N and told me to keep quiet" I look at Jungkook who's still laughing slightly, and then at Jimin who's stopped and who's now looking at Jungkook seriously.
"Big deal, you've done it with half the girls in your classes Jungkook" Jimin says giving him a glare."Y/N isn't just anyone though" Hoseok says defending me, "that shouldn't of happened, you and Y/N or Jungkook and anyone else" he says looking at Jungkook, and then Jimin.
"It didn't mean anything, we were drunk" Jimin says shrugging.I look at him upset. I mean I'm not a whore, of course if meant something.
"I should go, I'm just making problems, Yoongi text me when your done in town so I can meet you guys" I say smiling before turning around and walking away from them.-
I watch her walk away and turn my attention back to Jimin. He looks almost smug about upsetting her.
"Let's just focus on our day out and then when we get back to Korea I'll talk to Jimin" I say taking charge of the situation.
"What about Y/N, how can she be there to talk if we're in a different country" Jin says looking at me and then Jimin.
"I'm taking her back with me" I say looking at him closely.
The group look at me surprised, especially Jimin.
"Is that a problem?" I ask looking at them."She has a job Namjoon, you can't just get her to drop it to come back with us" Yoongi says itching his head.
"My friend works in the same profession as her, there's been an opening in a higher spot than she is at the moment, there's no reason for her not too" I say calmly."It's not up to you though, she's getting a promotion soon, she might not want to" Jimin says looking at me.
"She's wanted to go for the last 3 years, she's just not been able to find a job" I say getting mad.
"She's never told me that" Jin says confused.
"She doesn't tell you two everything" I say sighing.-
This would be so much easier if Jungkook just kept quiet. It's fine though, there going home tomorrow. Apart from namjoon.
I'm kinda glad he's not going home yet, I've missed him quite a bit so I'm glad I get to see him more.
I just wish Jimin wasn't such a fuckboy, I know he probably didn't mean it that way, it's just I don't like being treated as some kind of object.-
Why did I say that, why did I even mention the fact we were too drunk to realise what we were doing?
She's coming to Korea now and I said that it would be do able if she was close.
She hates me now and I'm going to have regrets about everything.
I don't know what to do, I don't think I'd be able to bare seeing her everyday without her being my side.-
A/N
I'm sick of people trying to act high and nightly just bc they've written a fanfic of a specific person.You're not any better than us- you're still sitting at home writing fanfics about a famous person you'll never meet.
Don't try and act better than us just bc u listen to trap music
Your not a hoe you're 13 go do ur homework
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts ~ RM X Reader
Fanfiction"What about you? You haven't been in a serious relationship since I met you, but you write love songs" "Would it be outrageous for me to say I write them about you?" •••• • COMPLETED • Editing started : 27/7/18