Thoughts ~ RM X Reader

Chapter thirtytwo

I've been thinking and reluctantly I might give this book up.
I mean not reluctantly I'm making this decision myself, I just really don't have any motivation to do this anymore.
I didn't even really get into the main point of the story which is sad.
Maybe I will carry it on, maybe in the future, maybe in a week or two who knows.
Emotions are funny like that, they change quickly so who knows what'll happen
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"Whats happened with Y/N? Have you guys scared her off already?" Jin says joining us. I laugh slightly and look at him, he looks back at me and inhales, "What has happened then? She didn't seem like she wanted to talk when I bumped into her on the way back"
"Where have you been anyway?" I say curiously.
"My dad wanted me to go to dinner with him and my uncle, it was nothing important" He says shrugging.
"I don't know whats happened with Y/N, those three have been keeping silent since she left" Taehyung says looking at us curiously. I look over at Namjoon and Yoongi who are both looking at eachother, Namjoon finally sighs and looks at Jin.
"What do you two think? Should I tell them?" he says looking over to me and then back to Yoongi.
"I don't see why not, its nothing personal" Yoongi says shrugging.
Namjoon nods slowly and looks back at Jin.
"Its just some fans being nasty, it'll blow over" He says calmly, "I think she left so she didn't make anyone worry"
"She left because its stressful for her, she's not used to it like us" Yoongi says sternly.
"Talking of stress" I say quietly, "Namjoon, we're going to have to talk soon" I say seriously.
"Oh no, Jimin is angry" Hoseok says laughing.
I laugh slightly and look at him, "Isn't time you went back to Jungkooks room to do nothing again" I say sternly.
"We're okay here, this is more interesting" Jungkook say cheerily.
"Just go" I say calmly but with a stern expression.
Hoseok gets up and walks out of the room, Jungkook and Taehyung follow him soon after.

Yoongi coughs and I look at him "Should I go too? Or am I okay?" He says sarcastically.
I ignore him and look back to Namjoon.
"Do you like Y/N?" I say seriously.
"Do you like Y/N?" He snaps back harshly.
"It depends on what you say?" I say smiling sarcastically.
"I like her, and thats the end of it" He says rolling his eyes.
I click my tongue and look at him.
"You two," Jin says interrupting us, "this is a stupid conversation, if you like her you wont fight over her, if you like her you should know that she wouldnt want this to happen" He says carmly.
"Shes's a person, not a toy you're getting jealous over, this is ridiculous" Yoongi says laughing.
"Jimin didn't even know about this, he's not doing anything to stop this"

"Niether are you, I'm the one who sent her to the hotel because I knew you two would act like children, stop acting as if the whole world revolves around you" Yoongi says harshly.
Is he serious?
"What has this got to do with you anyway!" I shout angrily.

"Did you just shout at me? What are you? A teenager?" Yoongi says raising his voice, "Both of you are acting as if you're children" he says disgustedly.
"Jimin look, I don't want to argue with you, I can't argue with you, we live in the same house and we have to work with each other, lets just put this behind us for the time being and focus on the group" Namjoon says calmly.

Is he trying to mock me, is he really trying to play the nice guy.
I stand up and walk to the kitchen.
"So it's settled, I don't expect to see either of you with Y/N for the time being, I'll set up a bed in mine and Yoongis room for the rest of the time she's staying with us" Jin says loudly.

I pause and turn around. Namjoon nods and looks at me, I nod slowly and turn back around.
"Namjoon, seriously just don't cause any arguments because of this" I hear Yoongi say.
I sigh and look at the floor. Maybe I should just leave it.