Drawings from my Dear Sister

A Bad Day...

I haven't been doing to well lately sadly especially today I've reflected upon my life a lot and honestly it's horrible it wouldn't be nearly as bad if I had my family, but they are the source of many of my problems those who know me as a logical and caring person well in a hopes to bridge my parted family I've acted like a neutral party through it all about 10 years of hell, I have to lie to myself constantly not to lash out against them because of the truly despicable things they have done to my grandfather and in the process they have also harmed me, my graduation was supposed to be one of the best days of my life and they couldn't let me have it after years of hell and bringing them back together my grandmother, a despicable, hypocritical snake of a woman caused all that progress to be reversed and reopened this wound in fact it's far worse now, my grandfather hasn't seen his grandchildren in a entire year and he has cried over it, but he will be damned to beg to see them, my family is far too prideful and this leads to many fight, but in the case of my grandfather it isn't a matter of any pride they want to humiliate him, today my feelings have hit their peak although I lament the loss of family, I'm no longer playing neutral ground I've given them every chance in the world for 10 years at this point I've given up, I had to choke back tears as I worked because of this in the end I came to the conclusion I care too much for others and not me self, I'm too selfless and then I felt something I haven't felt in years emptiness, I stopped caring as we all know this is a very dangerous way of thinking regardless I think this whole event has lead me to the realization I must start caring for myself and for that reason I will not prolong my pain it is on this day I declare war against my family.