*Sigh*

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What has happened to me there was a time when I had so much motivation to draw and learn all these different techniques but since my giant bout of depression I've lost all motivation and ambition needed to draw anything and honestly it makes me kinda sad because I know many other talented artists can fill my spot I mean I'm not even talented I wholly depend on the knowledge of others to draw as well as I do and for these reasons I fear being forgotten and left to stew in my own loneliness, I can definitely say beyond a doubt this is my greatest fear for that reason I make these useless chapters just for someone to hear my lonesome wails and to know I'm still alive...

Of topic from that I found a ring walking home today.

Of topic from that I found a ring walking home today

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found this ring in mound of trash on the side of the road it's a sterling silver band with five small gemstones in it considering how gems can be virtually any color I can't say exactly what they are but the hopes are that the white stones are diamonds but I highly doubt it also the green stones could be emerald but I'm guessing it's actually peridot only because it's a cheaper stone also I should say that this a pretty small ladies ring it can only fit on my pinky.

Also today talk about scaring the crap out of me while bagging a 87 year old woman passed out and collapsed probably as a result of her sugar as I learned she has diabetes, I got her help with the other managers but God I was actually kinda scared I saw her face just go pale white and her eyes roll into the back of her head it was terrifying and uncanny.

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