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Let me start off by saying this: I'm on my period and I'm in a "I don't give a crap" mood today. This chapter took forever and I'm currently surrounded in candy wrappers.

Grayson POV

Everybody just stood there in disbelief for a few minutes. Nobody could believe what just happened. I sat there silently as tears streamed down my face. I started to stand up and and Jonah stood up as well.

"Grayson-"

"Please Jonah I don't mean to be rude but I just want to be alone" I said and ran up the stairs before I broke down completely. I ran into my room and collapsed onto my bed.

There were knocks at my door throughout the rest of the night but I completely ignored them. I wanted to be alone. I threw up a few times from all the crying but I honestly didn't care. The knocks eventually stopped but my phone wouldn't stop beeping so I threw it against the wall. How long had he been dating Anna? I was so mad at everything right now. I was mad at myself for not realizing and I was mad at Jack for even doing it in the first place. I was mad at Anna too even though I didn't have a reason to be mad at her. It wasn't her fault, she didn't know.

Two days later

I was depressed. I wasn't going to lie to myself. I'd been though this before and I knew what was coming. The only person I had seen was my mom. I'd asked her to tell everybody to stay away, even Daniel. My phone had broken when I threw it against the wall. My mom bought me a new one but I hadn't even taken it out of the box yet. It laid there on my desk. A brand new Rose gold iPhone 7 plus. Along with the phone there were several empty plates of food. Underneath the desk was my trash bin, with a two days worth of food dumped into it and covered with paper.

There was a knock at my door and my mom walked in. She gave me a concerned look and sat down next to me. "Honey.." She started.

"No mom. Please" I knew what she was about to say and I really didn't want to hear it.

"Grayson you need too. It's getting to that point again and I'm worried"

"Mom please"

"No. We're going to the doctors tomorrow and that's final. I won't make you see your friends or your brother but you have to go. You can't get better if you don't get the meds"

"Mom I can't take those again. Please don't make me. They didn't help. They made me worse"

"Grayson I gave you my final answer. You will take those meds. It's the only way you'll get better" She kissed my forehead and walked out, closing the door behind her.

I thought about what she said more and remembered what those meds had done to me last time. I had just lost my grandmother who I was extremely close to. She had gotten cancer and when she died it hit me hard. I had gained weight like crazy and because of that I was constantly bullied. That's whenever Tiffani got the chance to steal my boyfriend in freshman year. I couldn't go down that path again. I laid back on my bed and ignored the sound of my stomach rumbling.

I have a double update already written :)))