him •jack avery

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Here's one of the chapters, get my new rant book to 175 votes for the other chapter i wrote. btw if anybody wants to be a part of my rant book comment potatoes. Edit: I don't have a rant book anymore

Grayson POV

I still hadn't turned my new phone on and I didn't plan on turning it on anytime soon. School didn't start for another 3 weeks so I wouldn't need it until then. I put curtains in front of my windows and it was mostly dark in my room all day. Guppy had made me sad every time I looked at her since Jacks the one who gave her to me. I loved her a lot but she was just a reminder of what I was trying to get away from. My mom understood this and she had been taking care of Guppy for me. She was still really upset with me but she didn't seem to mind taking care of my puppy.

She still continued to bring me plates of food everyday. She'd sit with me to make sure I ate them but as soon as she left I'd throw it back up. I was so depressed my body couldn't handle that much food. I kept losing more weight but my mom pretended not to notice. I don't think she wants to believe what's happening.

The anti depressants weren't doing anything. All they did was make me feel loopy and because of that I refused to take them. I would hide them in my cheek when my mom gave them to me and when she left I would flush them. I had therapy tonight and I really didn't want to go. Why should I let a stranger try and solve my problems?

Four hours later

"Grayson London get down here right now" My mom yelled. We were supposed to leave 10 minutes ago. I put my hair into a ponytail and slipped on my slides. I had worn sweatpants and plain shirts everyday so far. I put on a pair of nike shorts and an old cheerleading shirt I'd had for years. I grabbed my phone and wallet before running down the stairs. My mom rolled her eyes at me and yelled at me for taking so long.