The Worst (Karma x Reader)

'The Worst' Special Chapter (part2)

Three years ago

"Y/N" a friend of yours asked "Who are you looking for?"

You could hardly hear anything inside that club. Loud music, alcohol, dancing, darkness, everything was intruding in your senses. It was... sickening.

"What?!"you asked, since you hadn't heard what she asked you.

"ARE YOU LOOKING FOR ANYONE? IF YOU WANNA DANCE, WE CAN GO MEET CUTE GUYS TOGETHER"she yelled and you heard this time.

"I... I'M OKAY, NOT LOOKING FOR ANYONE"

"YOU ARE LOOKING AROUND ALL THE TIME. COME ON, STAND UP"

She dragged you with her to the dance floor, despite you trying to get away. You begged for Yuuki's help, but she was busy talking with some other friends.
You were indeed looking around the whole time, but only to find a specific person who promised to appear tonight.

Asano Gakushu.

Yet, he hadn't appeared so far, and that made you feel... lonely.

I have all these friends... why do I have to feel like that? It's not right.

You tried to have fun, but there was no point in it. You could only pretend to do so. It wasn't necessarily Asano's fault, cause it was like this every damn time. All of these people, your friends, something was off. You knew that if you didn't act like them, you would soon lose them. You hated that idea. You hated conflicts, dramas, goodbyes.

But now, it was worse. You needed Asano by your side.

That damn perfect dude... why did he say he would come if he has no intention of showing himself? Well, HUH, I will have fun with other people...

"Guys... Can we dance?"your friend asked two guys dancing alone, and they just nodded, one approaching you and the other your friend.

The music was louder, and also it was pretty hot. The dance just made the temperature worse. You and the guy were dancing to the beat, out of beat, it didn't matter to any of you. You were kind of ignoring the music, since the important was to have fun and forget. Two not so simple things.

You could hear your friend laughing enthusiastically with the other guy, and when she noticed you, she winked at you and then, pushed you. Oh yeah, she pushed you hard enough to fall on your dance partner.

Ever heard of accidental kisses? That's what happened. Your lips smacked on his, closing immediately the distance, and the next moment, both of you pulled away.

Someone kill me...

He touched his lips, obviously surprised.

"I'm sorry, it was an accident" you bluntly said, completely calm, even though inside you were dying from embarrassment. You knew you had to work on your reactions, because they were totally the opposite of what you felt like. At least most of the times.

"Oh.. it's okay then" he murmured, making clear that he didn't want that to happen. His eyes focused behind you for a moment, and then, you felt a hand grabbing yours and forcefully turning you around.

Even in the dark, the purple depths of his eyes were clearly visible. He was so close to you, that with him lowering his head, he had his soft orange bangs touching your forehead. His grip, his eyes, everything was intense.

"Asano..."

"I was a little late... and I'm finding you here with another guy kissing?"he said with low and rough voice. He was probaly the only one you could hear clearly in this loud place.