Crazy Love (On-Edit)

Chapter 17: Let What You Feel Out.

Then I stood up quietly.

"Is there something wrong?" I asked.

"You look great in that." He said as he nod to my shirt.

"Thanks." I said as I smiled.

"Is that smile for real?" He asked.

Did I just smile? I guess I did.

"I think so." I said.

"Well, its a bit freaking for me." He said weirdly.

"You'll get use to it." I said teasingly.

"I thought you don't wanna see me or talk to me ever again?" He said teasingly.

Right! I did say that! What should I do? Well, might as well tell him the truth.

"I wanna talk to you about.. us.." I said seriously.

"What do you mean by 'us'?" He said.

"Our...." My voice trailed off.

"What?" He asked.

"You know..." I said.

"I have no idea what you mean." He said teasingly.

"Friendship." I mumbled.

"Oh, that!" He said as he chuckled.

"I actually have no time for you or anything right now." He added seriously.

"What?" I said angerily.

"Move." He seriously said.

"Why? I'm not blocking your view... You think I can reach it?" I said as I stretched my arms forward.

He rolled his eyes on me as he started to walk towards our class.

What should I do?! I need to apologize!

I jump infront of him with my arms wide opened.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" He asked mockingly.

"I just---"

He cut me off.  "Can you please not insult me today?" He said.

"Well, can I please... talk to you?" I asked politely.

"Its weird that you can say that politely." He chuckled.

"Never thought a weirdo can actually chuckle." I said teasingly.

"Just tell me what you want before I do something bad to you.." He said mockingly.

"Forgiveness." I mumbled.

"What?" He said teasingly as he leaned closer.

"FORGIVENESS!!" I yelled at his ear.

"What the hell, man!!" He groaned as he touched.

"Too loud?" I said teasingly.

"You think?" He said angerily.

"Well, I don't know." I said.

"Will you now listen to me?" I added.

"With what you did to my ear, no!" He said angerily.

"Just look on the bright side.." I said happily.

He started to look at me.

"What the hell is the bright side?!" He yelled slightly.

"Oh, you thought that I was actually gonna answer that?" I said as I chuckled.

"I don't have time for jokes." He seriously said as he bumped my shoulder and started walking away.

"What the hell is your problem?" I ran to him as he turned his attention.

"You."

"What?" I said.

"You think I don't know what you're doing?" He said.

"What do you mean?" I asked nervously.

"You wanna apologize to me, right?" He said.

I looked down.

"See? Well, go ahead and tell me." He said mockingly as he crossed his arms.

"I'm.... s-s-orry...." I sturred my voice.

"Well, too bad. Im not gonna accept your apology.." He said as he rolled his eyes.

"Why not?" I said softly.

"Can you recall all the times that I apologized to you last year and now?" He said mockingly.

Then memories keep rushing through my mind as I kept thinking the times that he apologized to me. What? Now he wants revenge on me?! I'm a girl!

"So what do you want me to do?" I said.

"Forget all of it."

What did he say? Is he serious?!

"What?" I softly said.

"Just forget everything.... even our friendship.." He seriously said.

"What happened to you? Why are you saying such nonsense?" I said angerily.

"Nonsense?! I thought you don't want our friendship back.." He said as he rolled his eyes.

"Look, I just want you to know--"

He cut me off. "No! You don't know... Did you know how truly sorry I was when I didn't prank you that day?"

"Yes, I do and--"

He cut me off again. "Can you shut up for a second?" He asked rudely.

I sighed.

"I don't understand why you keep pushing away the one person who cares about you.."

"Wait, you care about me?" I asked surprisingly.

"Of course, you think I don't?" He said mockingly.

With those words, I felt tears falling down on my left cheek and I looked down.

"Now you're crying?! You really think I would feel pity on you?! Why? Did you ever feel pity on me for apologizing to you? Did you give me a chance to explain?"

"Stop please." I mumbled as I cried hard.

"Why stop? I think I'm just getting started.." He said mockingly.

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"But right now, I wanna tell you something." He said seriously.

"What?" I sobbed.

"I'm done with you." He said as he walks away.

I can't believe he said that to me! But he was right. I was being.... stupid and I pushed him away. He was my bestfriend.

And with my stupid pride, he's gone like a bubble that already popped..

I wiped my tears as I walked to my class.