Crazy Love (On-Edit)

Chapter 45: Depression.

3 days later..

Me and Logan always contact each other but I hate that he's not here by my side when I need him.

I feel so depress everyday.

I rolled over my bed and saw my alarm clock 9:00am.

Then my phone started to ring.

I looked at the screen.

Incoming call: Logan ♡

I sat up and put my phone on my left ear as I answered it.

"Hello?" I said through the phone.

"Hey babe! How are you? How's vacation?" He seems happy.

"I'm good. Vacation's great." I lied.

"Great, how's your Dad?" He asked.

"He's great. Sometimes he goes to his meeting then the next morning, I found him, sleeping on the floor.." I joked.

I heard him chuckled.

"Oh. I miss you so much, babe." He said sadly.

"I miss you too." I said as I hold back my tears.

I don't want him to hear me crying.

"How's your stay there?" I added.

"Aunt Clare's awesome. We're actually going to Big Ben.." He said happily.

"Oh well, take a pic and send it to me, alright?" I said.

"Of course, babe. Hey, I gotta go. We're already here. I love and miss you!" He said sweetly.

"I love and miss you too! Bye!" I hung up.

I really miss him. I want him by my side. I haven't really been going outside lately.

Im too depressed.

I would just lay in my bed and think about him. I stand up, took out a chair and put it next to my window as I sat on it.

I was staring at the clouds from above. I saw children playing in the snow.

How can I enjoy this vacation when the one person you love is not with you?

I inhale and exhale deeply.

I was interrupted by my thoughts when the door opened to reveal my Dad just standing there, leaning in the door frame.

I wonder what he wants?

"Hi Dad." I said quietly.

He walked towards to me and rubbed my back slowly.

"How are you?" He asked.

"You know, depressed." I said sarcastically.

"I've never seen you like this before." He said worriedly.

"Well, maybe now you will." I said as I sighed.

He gave me a facial expression of 'what?!'

"I'm sorry, I just really miss Logan and he's all I think about." I said as I stared at the window.

"Sweetheart, Logan would probably not like it when he sees you like this." He said seriously.

"Well, he better get home soon as I'm waiting for him." I said mockingly.

"Why don't you go... spend time with your friends?" He suggested.

"I don't know. They're probably with their families."

With that, I remembered the person who took care of me and love me next to my Dad.

"I miss.. Mom." I added as I looked up at my Dad.

"Me too, sweetheart."

"I wish she was here with us." I said as tears fell down from my eyes.

"She is.... right here." my Dad said as he pointed to his heart.

"Yeah, I know." I said as I wipe my tears away.

"Do you wanna eat? There's pizza on the fridge." Dad said.

"Sure." I said as I stand up and we walked out of my room.

As we got there, I walked towards the table and sat on a chair.

My Dad walked to the fridge to get the pizza.

My phone beep as I'm... receiving a phone call.

Incoming call: Weirdo

"Why would Charlie call me so early?" I mumbled as I answered the phone call and put my phone on my left ear.

"Good morning, Alyanna.." He said.

"My morning just went good to bad when you called!" I said angerily.

"Are you sure about that? Maybe you wanna see me too.." He said teasingly.

"Goodbye, Charlie.." I hung up as I saw my Dad sat beside me.

I can't believe that stupid weirdo! Calling me so early!

"Who was that?" My dad asked as he gave me a plate with the pepperoni pizza on it.

"It's nobody.." I said as I took a bite of my pizza.

"Who was it?" My dad asked again.

I was about to open my mouth when I heard the doorbell rang.

"Are you having a friend over, Dad?" I asked as I stood up.

"No, not that I know.." He made a weird look.

"I'll get the door.." I was about to stand up when...

"No, what if it's a robber? I'll get the door.." my Dad stood up and walked towards the door.

As I looked at him opened the door, he was smiling..

Why is my Dad smiling? Is there a pretty woman on the door?

I sighed and walked towards my Dad.

"Dad, who's at the.." My voiced trailed off as my eyes widden.

I can't believe what I'm looking at!!